Chapter 50: A Restless Heart
“Ha… ha…”
Lu Zhiyin was breathing heavily with a flushed body. She wiped the moisture off her face with the sleeve of her hospital gown, her lips pressed tightly together.
To be honest, doing such a thing for someone was not a pleasant experience. She had thought she would suffocate, and she had choked more than once during the process.
“…”
Leng Qing Qiu, on the other hand, was quite quiet. She tidied her clothes and sat back on the stool by the bed.
She said nothing, appearing calm, but the lingering blush on her face betrayed her.
Her heart was in turmoil as she recalled the unfamiliar pleasure she had just experienced, and she felt a sense of lingering desire.
Leng Qing Qiu grabbed her thighs and looked at Lu Zhiyin.
The girl was still breathing slightly, as if she hadn’t recovered. A few strands of hair from her forehead were stuck to her forehead, adding a touch of dishevelment.
The air was filled with a faint scent of sea salt. Leng Qing Qiu lowered her gaze, well aware of the source of the scent.
“…”
Lu Zhiyin’s breathing gradually stabilized, but her heart was still pounding. The taste of seafood lingered in her mouth, and she couldn’t help but recall the unpleasant events that had just transpired.
Touching her chest, Lu Zhiyin felt she probably needed to ask Leng Qing Qiu for a glass of water to rinse her mouth.
But she felt too embarrassed to ask her now, so she let it be.
Listening to the sound of her own rapid heartbeat, Lu Zhiyin turned her head away from Leng Qing Qiu.
“Sigh…”
Another soft sigh. Her mood… couldn’t calm down.
She couldn’t quite pinpoint what was wrong, but she just felt down.
She felt like something was missing, even though she was still alive and her chastity was intact.
Why was that? Lu Zhiyin couldn’t figure out the answer.
The strange atmosphere lingered for a long time until the scent of sea salt in the air gradually faded.
“Hoo…”
Exhaling a sigh of relief, Leng Qing Qiu felt she couldn’t remain silent any longer. She picked up the meat porridge from the bedside table, opened the lid, and then picked up the soft plastic spoon.
The porridge had cooled because some time had passed.
“…It’s already cold… I’ll go buy a new one.”
Just as she was about to stand up, Lu Zhiyin reached out and grabbed her sleeve.
“No need, it’s okay. It’s just cold, not spoiled. Don’t trouble yourself.”
She shook her head.
Leng Qing Qiu hesitated, feeling uncomfortable giving a patient cold food, especially when the quality of the porridge was not great.
“I’m already very hungry, so don’t waste any more time… Leng Qing Qiu, would you feed me?”
As she said this, Lu Zhiyin smiled and gently touched her abdomen, looking truly starved.
“Alright then.”
Nodding, Leng Qing Qiu finally sat back down.
At least there was finally something to talk about, and they didn’t have to be in such an awkward atmosphere anymore.
Putting the porridge back on the bedside table, Leng Qing Qiu helped Lu Zhiyin adjust her position to sit up.
Her messy white hair fell down, covering half of the girl’s face. Her gray-white long hair was no longer as smooth as before.
This was also Leng Qing Qiu’s fault, as in the heat of the moment, she had naturally grabbed Lu Zhiyin’s hair.
Her eyes darkened. The thought of what had just happened made Leng Qing Qiu’s heart tremble.
The unfamiliar pleasure was unforgettable after just the first experience. This was not good…
Reaching out, she brushed the hair away from Lu Zhiyin’s face, tidying her hair with her fingers, and then picked up the cold porridge again.
She stirred the porridge with a spoon, then scooped up a spoonful and brought it to Lu Zhiyin.
Her hand was steady, the spoon hovering in front of Lu Zhiyin, motionless.
Lu Zhiyin lowered her head without a word, took the soft plastic spoon into her mouth, and sucked the porridge clean.
The taste of the porridge was indeed as bad as Leng Qing Qiu had anticipated, even terrible.
Most of the rice in the porridge was crushed, with few whole grains. The meat in the porridge was fatty, making the porridge greasy.
At the same time, the merchant seemed to have added a lot of MSG, which made the taste even worse.
Her mouth was filled with the terrible taste of the low-quality meat porridge, along with the lingering fishy smell of seafood. Lu Zhiyin felt nauseous.
She closed her eyes and finally swallowed the food in her mouth.
“Ha…”
Swallowing a small mouthful of porridge made Lu Zhiyin look relieved.
Leng Qing Qiu saw Lu Zhiyin frown slightly as she swallowed the meat porridge. She stopped feeding her, took the porridge, and walked to the hospital room door.
“I’ll throw this away and buy a new one.”
Her voice was light. Without giving Lu Zhiyin a chance to stop her, she quickly left the room.
She left not only to get a better-tasting meal but also to calm herself down.
When she was with Lu Zhiyin, her heart was always restless. Having tasted meat for the first time, she found it lingering on her palate. The sight of Lu Zhiyin’s innocent face made her unable to resist the urge to push her down.
This was not a good sign, for anyone.
“…I’ve really become foolish.”
Leaving the hospital and feeling the cold autumn night wind, Leng Qing Qiu complained to herself.
There were not many restaurants open on the street. After thinking for a moment, Leng Qing Qiu decided to buy some bread and milk from a supermarket to make do for the night.
She hadn’t eaten anything herself either.
With her mind a mess of thoughts, Leng Qing Qiu intentionally slowed her pace, wanting to give herself more time to be alone and calm down.
Leng Qing Qiu’s departure was also a good thing for Lu Zhiyin. It wasn’t just Leng Qing Qiu whose heart was restless; Lu Zhiyin’s was too.
After Leng Qing Qiu left, Lu Zhiyin repeatedly wiped her face and lips with her sleeves.
Her face turned pale. She couldn’t imagine how she had been forced to swallow such disgusting liquid at that time.
“…It’s really… so disgusting…”
Clutching her throat, Lu Zhiyin had considered inducing vomiting with her finger. However, if she really vomited, it would be difficult to explain to Leng Qing Qiu when she returned.
Various low emotions intertwined in her small heart. Lu Zhiyin reached out, opened the bedside table drawer, and took out the bag containing money.
This was the compensation from the hit-and-run driver after she was hit.
“…”
Without a word, Lu Zhiyin took out stacks of banknotes and began counting them repeatedly.
The rustling sound of the banknotes being turned over was quite pleasant. This was the first time Lu Zhiyin had so much money… Of course, the price she paid for this money was not small.
“Ha… How much longer… until I can leave here…”
Lying on the bed, even the most attractive banknotes couldn’t calm her down.
She… had to stay in this world for at least three years, and she had been beaten and bruised in less than a month. Things she had never experienced before rushed at her, as if to drown her in endless problems.
Could she really survive these three years safely? Could she really protect her chastity from being taken away during these three years?
She felt very lost.
