Chapter 4 Taking Leave and Some Thoughts
Here is Yugan, sorry, I probably need to take a short leave again.
As for the reason… it’s the exam, eh, it’s a bit hard to explain this reason now, after all, I’ve taken leave two or three times for exams over such a long time, which also means that I’ve failed so many times.
It’s quite embarrassing, isn’t it?
Let me briefly talk about my recent situation. I’ve been jobless for more than a year, fully dedicated to public service exams. I’ve taken three attempts, and this year’s written exam in the first half went well, but I didn’t perform well in the interview and failed to pass. The next exam should be around the twentieth of next month, so I still need to prepare seriously; besides, I’ve hit a bit of a writer’s block, so I’ve just stopped.
I will still seriously continue to write the book, but reality is really quite cruel. The pressure of being jobless and constantly preparing for exams is quite big…
I consider myself not a qualified writer, but I’ve put a lot of effort into the works I have on hand. The protagonists in my writing are more of a projection of my own character rather than characters created just for the story, whether it was the last book’s Qin Mu or this book’s little guy, so regardless of the results, I want to keep writing.
Of course, this bad temper naturally won’t result in commercially successful works, so I am really quite grateful for and cherish all the readers who have followed me this far.
Putting that aside, I’ll bow first, bang bang bang!
As for the plans going forward, I probably won’t be able to update frequently until after the exam on November 28. In the meantime, if I can stabilize my review status, I might find some time to write a few chapters, sorry orz.
Finally, I’m not trying to play the sympathy card, not trying to play the sympathy card, not trying to play the sympathy card! In some ways, I really enjoy this feeling of striving for a goal, though the pressure is a bit high.
I just feel really happy that so many people are willing to listen to this loser tell my story, and I should probably share the reason for the “gugu” too.
That’s about it, and I hope that everyone’s efforts will yield good returns, /thank you.
