Chapter 13: I Lost My Virginity in a Dream
The moment my tensed spirit relaxed, I slumped back where I was, my face etched with exhaustion.
Too dangerous….
In terms of sheer peril, I felt this dream was more dangerous than any I had experienced before.
I was just a sliver away from getting lost in the dream and having my spirit completely broken!
At first, I didn’t even realize I was already in a dream. When a dream becomes that real, it’s almost indistinguishable from the real world.
And the one who created such a realistic dream… was it the succubus before me?
The heartless succubus, named Nana Li. Judging by the style of her name and surname, she was undoubtedly Teacher Lili’s mother, our school’s principal.
The alluring succubus glanced at me with a condescending look before disdainfully sneering, “What a useless man, you can’t even handle a single encounter?”
“That wasn’t ‘a single encounter,’ Principal. I almost got completely lost in the dream and would never have woken up.”
I smiled bitterly and frowned, refusing to back down. “Shouldn’t you be praising me for breaking through the dream so quickly? Nana… Principal?”
I deliberately used Nana Li’s name, indicating I had seen through her true name, hoping to deter her from making any rash moves.
Although I had broken free from the nightmare, I hadn’t truly woken up yet. If she wanted to, she could probably drag me back into the dream… I had to be cautious.
To my surprise, after I called out her name, she didn’t panic like Lili. Instead, she walked directly in front of me.
As she approached, she bent down, her ample bosom hanging in front of me like pumpkins. Then, she placed her index finger under my chin and said with a playful smile, “For men, ‘fast’ isn’t a compliment, little boy~”
She was as beautiful as a flower, but her species was a rose with thorns… a carnivorous plant that devours without spitting out the bones.
In ancient times, she would have been a calamity on the same level as Daji.
I impatiently slapped her hand away and stood up, facing her.
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll reveal your true name?”
She was tall, and even standing, she was still half a head taller than me. If she wore high heels, my gaze would only reach her chest.
She had a model-like height and a figure far superior to any model. Combined with the bat-like fleshy wings on her back, she truly had a ‘devilish’ figure.
But for some reason, I couldn’t muster any lewd thoughts…
Uh, could I really be a lolicon?
No, that’s not right. I was very calm right now.
I had never been so calm before.
The previous hazy feeling had completely vanished; I could feel my mind was clear now.
This was the real me, unmoved by anything, resolute in myself.
“If you’re trying to use your ability to see through true names to make me sign a contract, then go ahead and try. If I’m truly under your control, this body is yours to play with~ And I can even call Lili. Heh, mother and daughter together? Do you… not want to try?”
So, even though this calamity-level female… female demon licked her lips and hooked her tender, white arms around my neck, pressing my cheek against her side, all while teasing me by stroking my stomach, I could maintain my composure.
“I’ll pass then. If I really did that, I’m afraid I’d be trapped here forever.”
In an instant, her previously smiling face turned as cold as ice, her seductive charm vanishing completely.
“Hmph, it’s good you know.”
And this icy feeling was colder than Lianbing… Unlike the indifference of Xueqing and Xinran, this was true coldness.
The female succubus, who had been fiery moments ago, instantly transformed into her complete opposite, an icy demoness, much faster than Keling.
Her gaze towards me was as if she were looking at trash.
Yet, I didn’t feel scared or humiliated. Instead, I felt a slight thrill, involuntarily having the thought that being stepped on by such a queen-like woman wouldn’t be so bad.
As soon as the thought surfaced, I crushed it.
I wouldn’t be deluded by anything now.
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But it was strange, wasn’t it? Teacher Lili leaned a bit towards masochism, while Principal Nana leaned towards sadism?
Although they looked very similar, their temperaments were completely opposite.
Perhaps it was because of such a negative example that Teacher Lili developed her current personality, one that feared men so much.
As succubi, was the mother a heartless type, and the daughter a pure type?
Oh well… this mother and daughter pair were truly unusual.
“Instead of minding other people’s business, you should mind your own!”
*Slap!*
She appeared behind me at some point and slapped my back hard, making me lose balance and stumble forward several steps before stopping.
Wow, that hurt! The force of that slap went right into my spine, a stinging, needle-like pain!
What was this woman doing! How could she know what I was thinking!
…
Wait, pain?
I turned around to question her, but she had disappeared. Turning back, I realized she had already started walking in front of me, and I hurried to follow.
“The parts that Xun’er took have been returned to you. As for why you didn’t wake up… it’s because I kept you here.”
“Kept me here? What else do you want to do?”
“Because there are still some things to resolve ‘here,’ and some things can only be said here.”
Something else to resolve here?
What exactly? No, I should ask about that first.
“Where is this place… am I still dreaming?”
I turned to look around our surroundings again. It was still a blank space, not even a horizon in sight, no end in view.
There was nothing but me and the female succubus in front of me. When we walked, it was like stepping on a white sheet of paper. The ground would indent where I stepped, and my footprints would appear. But when I lifted my foot, they would return to normal after a short while.
It felt like leaving no trace in the snow… No, perhaps nothing could leave a trace here.
For some reason, I just had that feeling.
“The dream has completely shattered, and this is no longer a dream. If I had to say, it’s your ‘Sea of Consciousness.’ There are other names for it, call it whatever you like.”
Principal paused before continuing, “All you need to know is that this is the connection between your spirit and your body. This place reflects your shallow consciousness. For some, it’s the ocean, for some, it’s a grassland, for some, it’s a city… It relates to an individual’s personality and spirit. Everyone has their own unique Sea of Consciousness.”
“Then why is there nothing here?”
“You’ll have to ask yourself. Why do you think this place is blank? Is it because your head is as empty as an idiot’s, or…”
She suddenly stopped and turned, looking at me deeply.
“You yourself have severed your connection with all things? …I didn’t expect the man who signed a contract with my daughter to be such a ‘righteous’ man. I don’t know whether to be fortunate or worried….”
Severing all connections with others, thinking about it, it *is* quite ruthless…
“But I have no right to say that about you… Hmph. Besides, if you hadn’t used this method, you wouldn’t have escaped the ‘spiral nightmare’ I created.”
“So, those were all things you made me see?”
Lianbing’s sudden appearance, the cruel slaughter scenes, Lanhua, who almost broke me, and… the downfall of my younger sisters.
You made me see all of it!
A surge of emotion welled up, finally finding an outlet for my anger. If she didn’t give me an explanation today, I would absolutely not let her off!
“Hmph, don’t take your anger out on me like a stupid bull. I’m not your punching bag.”
She remained unmoved, speaking with her usual cold demeanor.
“The dream was still your dream. I couldn’t control what you dreamed about; it was your thoughts. Humans, in unfamiliar environments, tend to imagine the worst possible outcomes. I merely saw that and guided it, then cut and overlapped the dream, making you fall layer by layer into the ‘nightmare you created for yourself.’”
“Guided?”
Like that pot of soup in the kitchen, and the suddenly locked door… thinking back, those bizarre details were all her doing.
“More than that, I also transformed into some people in your dream to accelerate the dream’s development. Heh, guess who I became?”
“So it was like that then…”
I knew something felt off about ‘them,’ so it turned out they weren’t real, but the Principal in disguise.
“Lianbing, right? The initial Lianbing was you.”
“That’s right. I turned into that little girl named Lianbing, but the white hair and subsequent developments were all your imagination.”
So that was it. Lianbing’s appearance was too sudden. To say I’d suddenly thought of her would be too far-fetched. Therefore, her sudden appearance, unrelated to anything, must have been the Principal’s intervention.
“There’s one more. Can you guess who?”
Although Lanhua was that kind of person in my impression, her sudden, insane actions were too extreme.
She might really do those things, but she would need a reason to become so frenzied. She wouldn’t act like that for no reason.
Wait, if Lanhua was the Principal… I was with Lanhua at the time…
“In that case, you and I…”
In sync with my thoughts, she turned around, swaying her body alluringly, transforming back into the intoxicating, seductive appearance she had before. She placed her index finger on her protruding scarlet tongue and said,
“Heh, I didn’t expect your endurance would be quite good, little virgin~ How were big sister’s skills? Did they make you feel like you were floating to heaven?”
I actually lost my virginity in a dream!
