Chapter 50 Juncheng and World Destruction
“Take off your clothes.”
“Or I’ll catch a cold. Will I catch a cold?”
I originally thought I might catch a chill and get sick, but after thinking about it carefully, it didn’t seem like it.
The temperature in this place is actually quite normal, not cold, not hot. If I had to say, it’s moderate.
“Moderate temperature.”
And Lou Ling, although she was soaking wet, it was from urine. The urine itself was warm and mild, so getting splashed wouldn’t make her catch a cold.
“Never mind, take them off anyway. It’s sticky and uncomfortable, right? There’s no one here, so you don’t have to worry about being seen.”
Lou Ling sniffed and pointed at me.
I pointed to myself.
“Me? No, you don’t have to worry about me. Just consider me air.”
“Won’t you do something to me?”
“Are you asking if you want me to do something to you?”
Lou Ling immediately shook her head, but after a moment of hesitation, she nodded slightly.
“Ah?”
My voice seemed to startle her. She cowered like a small animal, her shoulders hunched in fear.
Getting drenched in urine had completely triggered her sense of shame, and now she was sensitive to everything.
“Even if you do something to me, I can’t resist.”
“That’s been the case from the beginning, hasn’t it?”
She fell silent for a long time.
The difference was that she no longer put up a defensive posture against me. She completely relaxed her body, looking like she was at my mercy.
Since resistance would be futile, she might as well give up—sigh.
I agreed with Lou Ling’s decision, but her current state did make things much more convenient for me.
I continued to reach out to her, helping her take off her wet clothes.
This wasn’t the first time I’d helped a girl undress, nor the first time I’d helped her dress, so there were no major obstacles. I smoothly removed her… wait, why am I so skilled at this?
Anyway, after undressing her down to her underwear, I used her wet clothes to wipe her down.
I might as well just take care of everything for her in one go.
I could have just left her to dry herself, but in her current state… forget it, I’ll just do it all in one go.
“…Take it off?”
“You decide. If you feel uncomfortable, take it off. If you don’t, don’t,” I said.
Lou Ling fell silent again, but this time the silence was noticeably shorter.
I don’t know what she figured out in her mind, but she actually took off her underwear on her own.
She then very obediently turned to face me, half-standing and posing in a ‘please enter the trap’ manner.
…I got an erection.
But this was just a physiological reaction.
I quickly turned sideways, hunched over, covered my eyes, and said to Lou Ling in a helpless tone.
“Are you… this open now? What’s the point of showing me? Are you secretly a perverted girl?”
“Please, no. I already have enough perverted girls around me.”
“…Weren’t you going to mate with me?”
“That’s a good word to use, very descriptive. However, I’m not a wild animal driven solely by mating.”
Lou Ling fell into silence again, this time a bit longer.
Then, snapping back to reality, Lou Ling frantically curled into a ball from her ‘open gates’ pose, hugging herself and saying in a voice like a fly’s.
“I thought you were going to…”
Lou Ling trailed off there, but her meaning was obvious. She had clearly thought I was going to force myself on her.
“Well, it’s normal for you to think that. After all, it’s just you and me here, a lone man and woman. And you’re so beautiful.”
“You’re blushing now, huh? Hey, hey, are you really prepared to resist if I were to force myself on you?”
“Speaking of which, you’re too cooperative. Even if I were to force myself, you’re practically helping me undress and waiting for the big bad wolf to eat you.”
I thought that after hearing my words, Lou Ling would be so ashamed she’d want to disappear.
But that wasn’t the case. She didn’t seem to think there was anything wrong with cooperating with me.
“Because, as you said, I couldn’t resist you from the beginning. So, wouldn’t it be better to cooperate with you from the start, accept it quietly, and let it end quickly?”
“Your personality is truly…”
“Total submissive… S-level… Even more submissive than a total submissive.
It’s not even at the level of Lily’s masochistic enjoyment from being abused anymore. It’s become her inherent belief from the very beginning.
As a human, that’s too twisted.
Just like Zihua taught me, human nature is selfish. Enduring anything and everything like this is clearly not a human trait. It’s twisted and wrong.
But if it were the world, it would be perfectly normal.
“It really is like the ‘world’s’ way of doing things.”
“Aren’t you going to do me?”
“You’re very direct… No, I’m not a beast controlled by my lower body, I don’t get horny all the time.”
“I’m not like Lan, that slutty fox, always begging for love.
Speaking of which, the number of times I’ve taken the initiative is pitifully small. Most of the time, I’m pushed down by those insatiable girls, pinned down on the bed.”
“Aren’t they say women in their thirties are like wolves and in their forties are like tigers? Why are these seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls so desperate?”
“…None of them can be called ‘normal women’, though…”
“Moreover, I’m not so desperate that I’d prey on a drenched, pitiful girl. Only virgins rush headlong when they see a naked woman.”
“Although you were indeed tempting just now, making me want to push you down, my reason controlled me.”
Hmph, this level of temptation isn’t enough to make me lose my mind.
It’s just a minor situation.
Seeing her fall silent again, I sighed and asked her in return.
“Then let me ask you instead, do you want me to have sex with you?”
Lou Ling thought for a while but didn’t give me an answer.
I’m so happy, there’s actually a hope?
Pfft, just kidding.
“…I don’t know.”
“You don’t know because you don’t know what love is.”
“Love, means satisfaction and happiness that humans actively give or consciously expect.”
“I didn’t ask you for the literal meaning. Even if you know what it means, if you haven’t experienced it firsthand, you won’t know what it is…”
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Lou Ling fell into a daze. Unlike the previous silences, this time she wasn’t thinking; her mind had short-circuited from not being able to figure it out.
She’s just like a robot…
Oh no, did I say too much?
I scratched my head and said.
“Well, now is not the time to talk about this. Let’s first find some clothes for you to wear.”
As I said that, I squeezed out all the excess urine from her removed clothes, including her underwear.
“…”
“There, as I said, fabric is a precious resource, it can’t just be discarded.
Besides, I don’t even feel that disgusted anymore. After all, quite a few women have already urinated on me.”
Ugh, my sexual experiences… really…
After squeezing out the excess urine, I folded Lou Ling’s clothes and tied them together with her underwear. Why could I tie them with her underwear? Because Lou Ling wore lace-up underwear.
“Alright, let’s go. I hope we can find a water source and other clothes or fabric as soon as possible.”
Lou Ling reached out her hand. She grabbed mine, and I pulled her up.
Then I simply didn’t let go, walking like that, holding her hand.
I walked ahead, and she couldn’t see my expression, so maybe that would reduce her embarrassment.
“The room on the right seems to have a significantly different structure. If there’s a urinal, there might be a sink too—well, judging by the initial appearance, we can’t expect water to come out. Anyway, let’s keep moving forward.”
“…That!”
“What?”
“I—I don’t smell…”
“Hmm? Smell?”
“That is…
Lou Ling couldn’t finish what she wanted to say. I looked back and saw that she had lowered her head, but her blushing ears betrayed her mood.
She was still quite embarrassed.
“I don’t smell anything. And even if you did, you don’t have to worry. I don’t hate it, I’m even a little excited.”
“Eh?”
“That’s right, men are perverted creatures like this. I’m no exception. New Novel.”
“However, some people still find it dirty, after all, it’s excrement in the end.”
Where is the boundary between dirty and not dirty? Wouldn’t the urine of a beautifully fair-skinned girl not be considered dirty?
Is it all about looks?
“Heh, speaking of which, you’re practically streaking now, aren’t you? How does it feel? Is there a sense of liberation?”
“It feels quite good.”
“Yeah, it feels like ‘this is how I should be’.”
Not a sense of liberation, but familiarity…
She’s gradually realizing her true identity. If this continues, she’ll eventually find out, about her being the world.”
“Lou Ling, do you know your true identity?”
“Identity? I…”
“No, that’s just a false identity used to hide your true face. Haven’t you noticed? Or are you pretending not to notice?”
I think Lou Ling might be deceiving herself.
Many humans do this.
They choose to forget things they don’t want to remember, and they try to alter bad memories they can’t forget. They refuse to admit things they don’t want to acknowledge.
They are selfish and willful beings.
Lou Ling imitated humans, so she learned this kind of self-deception, but the core part is empty.
As the world, Lou Ling was originally connected to ‘everyone’, so she could add destiny to her ‘having nothing’.
But fundamentally, she is still ‘having nothing’.
This hasn’t changed.
“…I don’t know.”
“You should know now, you are not a human at all.”
Denying her directly… it’s cruel.
But correctly recognizing oneself is the first step to becoming a true person.
Destroy and then reshape. “I learned this, Lan Jianbing.”
I’m going to destroy the ‘world’ here and then reshape the ‘world’.
