<p>1-Transform into a beautiful girl with white hair and red eyes</p>
<p>With no goals, lost, and not wanting to do anything.</p>
<p>This is Suyun’s current situation.</p>
<p>He lies on the big bed in the dormitory, eyes closed, thinking about the game, wishing he had won if he hadn’t made a mistake in the last match.</p>
<p>But upon reflection, the game is just a waste of time for him, a way to dull his escape from reality.</p>
<p>Actually, Suyun wasn’t like this before going to university.</p>
<p>Back then, he had a tenacious heart that never gave up, never procrastinated on studying, pushing himself to complete things now with the thought that procrastination would mean never doing them.</p>
<p>In life, he was also very disciplined, living alone in a rented room, sweeping and doing laundry every day.</p>
<p>But reality is cruel; Suyun failed the college entrance examination, shattering all his previous dreams.</p>
<p>And that heart that had never thought of giving up was broken too.</p>
<p>The reason he worked hard before was quite simple: he wanted to marry a beautiful and virtuous wife.</p>
<p>Now, thinking about it, it feels distant and ridiculous.</p>
<p>Heh.</p>
<p>The current Suyun skips his university courses, avoids core classes, and copies homework from others, completely showing a picture of despair.</p>
<p>If any of his classmates from high school saw him now, they’d definitely think he was a different person.</p>
<p>But only Suyun knows that he has been defeated by reality, wishing his entrance exam scores were just average, rather than only focused on the results.</p>
<p>“…” Suyun opened his eyes on the bed; today is Sunday, no classes, so naturally, he played all day.</p>
<p>Now, it’s because he got tired from playing that he went to bed.</p>
<p>However, even though it’s a holiday, the dormitory is quiet.</p>
<p>His other roommates went to watch a performance at the school playground; he heard them say it would be good.</p>
<p>Suyun could imagine it: just some pretty junior and senior girls performing and dancing up there.</p>
<p>If it were his former self who longed for beauty, he would definitely go watch, but now…</p>
<p>To be honest, if it weren’t for his parents raising him all this time, suffering to support him, he might just directly…</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>Okay, Suyun isn’t that fragile.</p>
<p>His current goal is to get through university, find a job, and send money to his parents every month.</p>
<p>Now, Suyun’s heart has lost its previous dreams; his parents are his utmost priority.</p>
<p>He would rather suffer himself than hope for anything to happen to his parents.</p>
<p>After all, they are the only ones in the world who truly care about him.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, that care still doesn’t fill the void in Suyun’s heart.</p>
<p>“If only I could become a girl,” Suyun muttered to himself.</p>
<p>What he can’t get, he might as well become.</p>
<p>That way, looking at himself every day would mean he wouldn’t think about anything else; it would be as if his previous dreams had come true.</p>
<p>He wouldn’t like boys, so as long as he became a girl, he could live alone forever, without emptiness or wild thoughts.</p>
<p>Unknowingly, Suyun fell asleep, overwhelmed by oppressive emotions.</p>
<p>……</p>
<p>Suyun took an afternoon nap. When he woke up, the sky was noticeably duller.</p>
<p>“…” She woke up and felt like there was no need to.</p>
<p>Looking out through the two pull-out glass doors at the gray sky, she felt an indescribable emptiness and discomfort inside.</p>
<p>There was no one beside her.</p>
<p>Of course, Suyun wasn’t thinking about her roommates; instead, she hoped they would come back later.</p>
<p>“Is today’s event so long? They still haven’t returned.”</p>
<p>“That’s fine.” Suyun looked at the empty and somewhat dark dormitory and felt a sense of relaxation inside.</p>
<p>She walked over to the light switch and turned it on.</p>
<p>Instantly, the light illuminated the dormitory.</p>
<p>But the next second, Suyun turned the light off again.</p>
<p>She preferred quiet and dim environments.</p>
<p>Due to the urge to urinate after just waking up, Suyun made her way to the restroom in the dark, just as she usually did; she unbuckled her pants and reached in.</p>
<p>Grab</p>
<p>Grab</p>
<p>“？？？” Suyun was puzzled as she grabbed several times but couldn’t catch anything; her hand was empty.</p>
<p>What the heck? Where is it?</p>
<p>Even if she hasn’t been so disciplined in university, it shouldn’t be impossible to catch, right?</p>
<p>Scared, Suyun immediately reached deeper.</p>
<p>What was there was completely not the way it used to be; it was more like being cut with a knife.</p>
<p>“Could my roommate have attacked me while I was sleeping? I haven’t offended anyone.”</p>
<p>Panicking, Suyun rushed back to the light switch, even in a hurry without putting her pants back on.</p>
<p>“Click.” Upon turning the light on, Suyun was stunned.</p>
<p>She looked down and saw something unbelievable.</p>
<p>“?”</p>
<p>The knowledgeable Suyun knew what that thing was.</p>
<p>Then she went to the mirror in the restroom.</p>
<p>In the mirror stood a person wearing a loose coat, which had fallen off to reveal delicate, snow-white shoulders; the whiteness resembled the beautiful girls only found in the two-dimensional world Suyun had seen in anime.</p>
<p>In the mirror was a girl about one meter sixty tall, with long, messy white hair cascading in front of and behind her. Her slightly red eyes gave a chilling vibe.</p>
<p>Looking again at that snow-white, slightly frightening skin, Suyun’s first thought was:</p>
<p>“Isn’t this a vampire? A beautiful girl vampire at that.” Suyun was a bit dazed and eventually remembered one thing.</p>
<p>Didn’t I say before sleeping that I wanted to become a girl?</p>
<p>Is this a dream come true? Huh?</p>
<p>In an instant, a bitter expression appeared on Suyun’s face, and the cute girl in the mirror mirrored the same expression.</p>
<p>Suyun looked at the girl in the mirror; despite the frown and the not-so-good complexion, she was still beautiful.</p>
<p>She thought this was the prettiest girl she had ever encountered in her life.</p>
<p>If her high school self saw this, she would certainly fall in love and set this as her goal, wanting to marry her.</p>
<p>“Heh.” Thinking about the past, Suyun became a bit disheartened, revealing a strange smile.</p>
<p>“This must be a dream, so I won’t pinch my face.”</p>
<p>It felt too unreal, so she didn’t dare perform any improper actions, just treating it as a dream.</p>
<p>Then Suyun, imitating how she had seen girls use the restroom, solved her need and found some smaller clothes in the wardrobe, throwing on a coat over them.</p>
<p>The weather had turned cold.</p>
<p>Next, without thinking, she put on her shoes and left the dormitory.</p>
<p>Having become a girl, she treated this girl like a wife and planned to stroll around the school playground like those flirtatious couples she had seen before.</p>
<p>After working hard for over ten years, she could actually fulfill her dream in a dream.</p>
<p>Heh, not bad.</p>
<p>Suyun didn’t dare to run, just slowly walked down the dormitory corridor, occasionally passing a few boys. Some called out to her, while others didn’t even spare her a glance.</p>
<p>But she didn’t care about that.</p>
<p>All she thought about was getting to the playground.</p>
<p>Suyun had loved the playground most during her suppression; walking slowly alone, gazing at the dark sky that gave her a sense of security.</p>
<p>Now, she wanted to take this girl there as well.</p>
<p>……</p>
<p>However, Suyun forgot that there would be a lot of people in the playground today.</p>
<p>There was no noise, and she had thought there shouldn’t be so many people in her dream. Only when she arrived at the playground did Suyun discover the brightly lit podium and the crowd everywhere.</p>
<p>At this moment, the performances on the playground were nearing the end, and many people sitting on the grass began to stand up to leave.</p>
<p>As they were leaving, they noticed a striking shade of red, like a spotlight, but no one paid attention.</p>
<p>Only a few noticed that the red light was coming from a person.</p>
<p>“Why are there so many people… Isn’t it usually just for running?” Suyun became a bit scared and ducked into a nearby building, starting to think.</p>
<p>Oh right, her roommates had said there would be good performances at the playground today.</p>
<p>Why is my dream unfolding as well?</p>
<p>It was a rare chance to have a dream that could be called beautiful…</p>
<p>For a moment, Suyun felt a bit dejected, fearing that the dream would end.</p>
<p>Moreover, she felt that the emptiness she had before turning into a girl had genuinely vanished.</p>
<p>Indeed, transforming into a girl to accompany herself was a pretty good choice.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, reality…</p>
<p>“Who are you, and what are you doing here?” A cold voice rang out from afar.</p>
<p>With the patting sounds on the ground, a girl had come to Suyun’s side.</p>
<p>“I was just passing by,” Suyun looked up to explain, but when she saw the girl wearing a beautiful black dress and thigh-high socks, she became frightened.</p>
<p>This girl was beautiful, but her expression looking at Suyun was like looking at garbage.</p>
<p>This made Suyun feel scared; she had never really talked to girls, and now she encountered someone who seemed like someone who would call the police if touched.</p>
<p>Qin Xue saw Suyun flinch when she looked at her and felt puzzled inside.</p>
<p>She had just finished an activity with her club’s juniors and was ready to tidy up and head home to rest, but as soon as she stepped off the stage, she saw this ‘thing.’</p>
<p>“Cough, little sister, what are you doing here? Are you looking for someone? Our dance club just finished performing; tell me her name, and I’ll go call her.”</p>
<p>Qin Xue tried hard to suppress her cold voice to sound a little warmer.</p>
<p>But Suyun had no intention of responding; she just got more scared when she saw the girl lean closer to her.</p>
<p>Suyun hid for a while, realizing the dream hadn’t ended, so she prepared to say a few words.</p>
<p>“I’m not looking for anyone, just passing through; I’ll leave on my own in a bit.”</p>
<p>“Oh? What are you passing through here for?” Qin Xue subconsciously asked, watching Suyun’s demeanor.</p>
<p>“I came to the playground for a walk, but saw so many people here, so I planned to wait and walk again,” Suyun explained calmly.</p>
<p>Should I leave? Just ignore me.</p>
<p>“Are you feeling down? Did your boyfriend dump you? Who’s so blind that they wouldn’t want such a beautiful girl?”</p>
<p>“Then how about walking together later? I can comfort you,” Qin Xue said, seeing Suyun’s pitiful appearance, igniting the caring emotion inside her.</p>
<p>Even because looking at the other girl was too sad, she didn’t notice Suyun’s white hair and red eyes.</p>
<p>When she finally realized, she couldn’t ask about it and just assumed it was dyed hair and colored contacts.</p>
<p>“Ah?” Suyun’s eyes widened when she heard this.</p>
<p>No way.</p>
<p>Usually, when girls spoke to her, the conversation would end within five sentences, and it was always trivial chatter.</p>
<p>The girl in front of her was way prettier than any girl in her class, someone only seen on stage, yet this girl actually wanted to walk with her?</p>
<p>Surprised, but soon after, Suyun pretended to respond happily.</p>
<p>“Okay, thank you.”</p>
<p>“Hmm.” Qin Xue nodded in agreement.</p>
<p>“Then you wait here for a moment; I’ll go tidy up my things upstairs and be right down.”</p>
<p>The girl turned around, her beautiful black hair streaming behind her, and her legs wrapped in thigh-high socks lightly touched the ground, making a soft patting sound.</p>
<p>Suyun stood still, leaning against the wall, looking at the white ceiling above.</p>
<p>“Dreaming is nice.”</p>
<p>If only this dream could last forever without waking up.</p>
<p>Wait, there are still parents…</p>
<p>Forget it, after strolling around the playground with this girl, I’ll pinch my face; I still have to wake up.</p>
<p>Suyun still felt like she was dreaming, in a very real dream.</p>
<p>With no goals, lost, and not wanting to do anything.</p>
<p>This is Suyun’s current situation.</p>
<p>He lies on the big bed in the dormitory, eyes closed, thinking about the game, wishing he had won if he hadn’t made a mistake in the last match.</p>
<p>But upon reflection, the game is just a waste of time for him, a way to dull his escape from reality.</p>
<p>Actually, Suyun wasn’t like this before going to university.</p>
<p>Back then, he had a tenacious heart that never gave up, never procrastinated on studying, pushing himself to complete things now with the thought that procrastination would mean never doing them.</p>
<p>In life, he was also very disciplined, living alone in a rented room, sweeping and doing laundry every day.</p>
<p>But reality is cruel; Suyun failed the college entrance examination, shattering all his previous dreams.</p>
<p>And that heart that had never thought of giving up was broken too.</p>
<p>The reason he worked hard before was quite simple: he wanted to marry a beautiful and virtuous wife.</p>
<p>Now, thinking about it, it feels distant and ridiculous.</p>
<p>Heh.</p>
<p>The current Suyun skips his university courses, avoids core classes, and copies homework from others, completely showing a picture of despair.</p>
<p>If any of his classmates from high school saw him now, they’d definitely think he was a different person.</p>
<p>But only Suyun knows that he has been defeated by reality, wishing his entrance exam scores were just average, rather than only focused on the results.</p>
<p>“…” Suyun opened his eyes on the bed; today is Sunday, no classes, so naturally, he played all day.</p>
<p>Now, it’s because he got tired from playing that he went to bed.</p>
<p>However, even though it’s a holiday, the dormitory is quiet.</p>
<p>His other roommates went to watch a performance at the school playground; he heard them say it would be good.</p>
<p>Suyun could imagine it: just some pretty junior and senior girls performing and dancing up there.</p>
<p>If it were his former self who longed for beauty, he would definitely go watch, but now…</p>
<p>To be honest, if it weren’t for his parents raising him all this time, suffering to support him, he might just directly…</p>
<p>…</p>
<p>Okay, Suyun isn’t that fragile.</p>
<p>His current goal is to get through university, find a job, and send money to his parents every month.</p>
<p>Now, Suyun’s heart has lost its previous dreams; his parents are his utmost priority.</p>
<p>He would rather suffer himself than hope for anything to happen to his parents.</p>
<p>After all, they are the only ones in the world who truly care about him.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, that care still doesn’t fill the void in Suyun’s heart.</p>
<p>“If only I could become a girl,” Suyun muttered to himself.</p>
<p>What he can’t get, he might as well become.</p>
<p>That way, looking at himself every day would mean he wouldn’t think about anything else; it would be as if his previous dreams had come true.</p>
<p>He wouldn’t like boys, so as long as he became a girl, he could live alone forever, without emptiness or wild thoughts.</p>
<p>Unknowingly, Suyun fell asleep, overwhelmed by oppressive emotions.</p>
<p>……</p>
<p>Suyun took an afternoon nap. When he woke up, the sky was noticeably duller.</p>
<p>“…” She woke up and felt like there was no need to.</p>
<p>Looking out through the two pull-out glass doors at the gray sky, she felt an indescribable emptiness and discomfort inside.</p>
<p>There was no one beside her.</p>
<p>Of course, Suyun wasn’t thinking about her roommates; instead, she hoped they would come back later.</p>
<p>“Is today’s event so long? They still haven’t returned.”</p>
<p>“That’s fine.” Suyun looked at the empty and somewhat dark dormitory and felt a sense of relaxation inside.</p>
<p>She walked over to the light switch and turned it on.</p>
<p>Instantly, the light illuminated the dormitory.</p>
<p>But the next second, Suyun turned the light off again.</p>
<p>She preferred quiet and dim environments.</p>
<p>Due to the urge to urinate after just waking up, Suyun made her way to the restroom in the dark, just as she usually did; she unbuckled her pants and reached in.</p>
<p>Grab</p>
<p>Grab</p>
<p>“？？？” Suyun was puzzled as she grabbed several times but couldn’t catch anything; her hand was empty.</p>
<p>What the heck? Where is it?</p>
<p>Even if she hasn’t been so disciplined in university, it shouldn’t be impossible to catch, right?</p>
<p>Scared, Suyun immediately reached deeper.</p>
<p>What was there was completely not the way it used to be; it was more like being cut with a knife.</p>
<p>“Could my roommate have attacked me while I was sleeping? I haven’t offended anyone.”</p>
<p>Panicking, Suyun rushed back to the light switch, even in a hurry without putting her pants back on.</p>
<p>“Click.” Upon turning the light on, Suyun was stunned.</p>
<p>She looked down and saw something unbelievable.</p>
<p>“?”</p>
<p>The knowledgeable Suyun knew what that thing was.</p>
<p>Then she went to the mirror in the restroom.</p>
<p>In the mirror stood a person wearing a loose coat, which had fallen off to reveal delicate, snow-white shoulders; the whiteness resembled the beautiful girls only found in the two-dimensional world Suyun had seen in anime.</p>
<p>In the mirror was a girl about one meter sixty tall, with long, messy white hair cascading in front of and behind her. Her slightly red eyes gave a chilling vibe.</p>
<p>Looking again at that snow-white, slightly frightening skin, Suyun’s first thought was:</p>
<p>“Isn’t this a vampire? A beautiful girl vampire at that.” Suyun was a bit dazed and eventually remembered one thing.</p>
<p>Didn’t I say before sleeping that I wanted to become a girl?</p>
<p>Is this a dream come true? Huh?</p>
<p>In an instant, a bitter expression appeared on Suyun’s face, and the cute girl in the mirror mirrored the same expression.</p>
<p>Suyun looked at the girl in the mirror; despite the frown and the not-so-good complexion, she was still beautiful.</p>
<p>She thought this was the prettiest girl she had ever encountered in her life.</p>
<p>If her high school self saw this, she would certainly fall in love and set this as her goal, wanting to marry her.</p>
<p>“Heh.” Thinking about the past, Suyun became a bit disheartened, revealing a strange smile.</p>
<p>“This must be a dream, so I won’t pinch my face.”</p>
<p>It felt too unreal, so she didn’t dare perform any improper actions, just treating it as a dream.</p>
<p>Then Suyun, imitating how she had seen girls use the restroom, solved her need and found some smaller clothes in the wardrobe, throwing on a coat over them.</p>
<p>The weather had turned cold.</p>
<p>Next, without thinking, she put on her shoes and left the dormitory.</p>
<p>Having become a girl, she treated this girl like a wife and planned to stroll around the school playground like those flirtatious couples she had seen before.</p>
<p>After working hard for over ten years, she could actually fulfill her dream in a dream.</p>
<p>Heh, not bad.</p>
<p>Suyun didn’t dare to run, just slowly walked down the dormitory corridor, occasionally passing a few boys. Some called out to her, while others didn’t even spare her a glance.</p>
<p>But she didn’t care about that.</p>
<p>All she thought about was getting to the playground.</p>
<p>Suyun had loved the playground most during her suppression; walking slowly alone, gazing at the dark sky that gave her a sense of security.</p>
<p>Now, she wanted to take this girl there as well.</p>
<p>……</p>
<p>However, Suyun forgot that there would be a lot of people in the playground today.</p>
<p>There was no noise, and she had thought there shouldn’t be so many people in her dream. Only when she arrived at the playground did Suyun discover the brightly lit podium and the crowd everywhere.</p>
<p>At this moment, the performances on the playground were nearing the end, and many people sitting on the grass began to stand up to leave.</p>
<p>As they were leaving, they noticed a striking shade of red, like a spotlight, but no one paid attention.</p>
<p>Only a few noticed that the red light was coming from a person.</p>
<p>“Why are there so many people… Isn’t it usually just for running?” Suyun became a bit scared and ducked into a nearby building, starting to think.</p>
<p>Oh right, her roommates had said there would be good performances at the playground today.</p>
<p>Why is my dream unfolding as well?</p>
<p>It was a rare chance to have a dream that could be called beautiful…</p>
<p>For a moment, Suyun felt a bit dejected, fearing that the dream would end.</p>
<p>Moreover, she felt that the emptiness she had before turning into a girl had genuinely vanished.</p>
<p>Indeed, transforming into a girl to accompany herself was a pretty good choice.</p>
<p>Unfortunately, reality…</p>
<p>“Who are you, and what are you doing here?” A cold voice rang out from afar.</p>
<p>With the patting sounds on the ground, a girl had come to Suyun’s side.</p>
<p>“I was just passing by,” Suyun looked up to explain, but when she saw the girl wearing a beautiful black dress and thigh-high socks, she became frightened.</p>
<p>This girl was beautiful, but her expression looking at Suyun was like looking at garbage.</p>
<p>This made Suyun feel scared; she had never really talked to girls, and now she encountered someone who seemed like someone who would call the police if touched.</p>
<p>Qin Xue saw Suyun flinch when she looked at her and felt puzzled inside.</p>
<p>She had just finished an activity with her club’s juniors and was ready to tidy up and head home to rest, but as soon as she stepped off the stage, she saw this ‘thing.’</p>
<p>“Cough, little sister, what are you doing here? Are you looking for someone? Our dance club just finished performing; tell me her name, and I’ll go call her.”</p>
<p>Qin Xue tried hard to suppress her cold voice to sound a little warmer.</p>
<p>But Suyun had no intention of responding; she just got more scared when she saw the girl lean closer to her.</p>
<p>Suyun hid for a while, realizing the dream hadn’t ended, so she prepared to say a few words.</p>
<p>“I’m not looking for anyone, just passing through; I’ll leave on my own in a bit.”</p>
<p>“Oh? What are you passing through here for?” Qin Xue subconsciously asked, watching Suyun’s demeanor.</p>
<p>“I came to the playground for a walk, but saw so many people here, so I planned to wait and walk again,” Suyun explained calmly.</p>
<p>Should I leave? Just ignore me.</p>
<p>“Are you feeling down? Did your boyfriend dump you? Who’s so blind that they wouldn’t want such a beautiful girl?”</p>
<p>“Then how about walking together later? I can comfort you,” Qin Xue said, seeing Suyun’s pitiful appearance, igniting the caring emotion inside her.</p>
<p>Even because looking at the other girl was too sad, she didn’t notice Suyun’s white hair and red eyes.</p>
<p>When she finally realized, she couldn’t ask about it and just assumed it was dyed hair and colored contacts.</p>
<p>“Ah?” Suyun’s eyes widened when she heard this.</p>
<p>No way.</p>
<p>Usually, when girls spoke to her, the conversation would end within five sentences, and it was always trivial chatter.</p>
<p>The girl in front of her was way prettier than any girl in her class, someone only seen on stage, yet this girl actually wanted to walk with her?</p>
<p>Surprised, but soon after, Suyun pretended to respond happily.</p>
<p>“Okay, thank you.”</p>
<p>“Hmm.” Qin Xue nodded in agreement.</p>
<p>“Then you wait here for a moment; I’ll go tidy up my things upstairs and be right down.”</p>
<p>The girl turned around, her beautiful black hair streaming behind her, and her legs wrapped in thigh-high socks lightly touched the ground, making a soft patting sound.</p>
<p>Suyun stood still, leaning against the wall, looking at the white ceiling above.</p>
<p>“Dreaming is nice.”</p>
<p>If only this dream could last forever without waking up.</p>
<p>Wait, there are still parents…</p>
<p>Forget it, after strolling around the playground with this girl, I’ll pinch my face; I still have to wake up.</p>
<p>Suyun still felt like she was dreaming, in a very real dream.</p>
