Chapter 5: Untitled
Long Qinxin repeatedly apologized, but still refused to let go of Lu Zhiyin, refusing to get up from her.
Her apologies were probably just to make herself feel better?
As time slowly passed, Lu Zhiyin began to feel tired, her limbs growing cold.
The area on her shoulder, mangled by the broken porcelain pieces Long Qinxin had used, was still bleeding.
The smell of blood in the air grew stronger, and Lu Zhiyin’s vision began to blur.
As if sensing Lu Zhiyin’s dropping body temperature, Long Qinxin unhurriedly shifted off her.
She tossed the broken porcelain pieces aside, wiped the blood from her palms with tissue paper, and then began to tend to Lu Zhiyin’s rather grim shoulder wound.
After stopping the bleeding with a bandage, Long Qinxin started to deal with Lu Zhiyin’s blood-stained clothes.
She cut off all of Lu Zhiyin’s garments and then took a bedsheet from the wardrobe to wrap Lu Zhiyin in.
Lu Zhiyin was already weak, and on top of that, she had lost a lot of blood due to Long Qinxin’s reckless actions. She was too weak to stop Long Qinxin and could only watch silently as Long Qinxin did as she pleased.
“…Ah… Achoo…”
The bedsheet on her was rather thin, and the temperature on this rainy night was a bit too low for Lu Zhiyin.
“…”
Long Qinxin ignored Lu Zhiyin and busied herself with cleaning up the broken porcelain pieces on the ground and the bloodstains splattered on the ceramic tiles.
The floor-to-ceiling window in the balcony was open, and a gust of cold wind blew in, lifting a large portion of the bedsheet on Lu Zhiyin.
Her body trembled, her lips turning pale.
She looked truly pathetic, evoking pity. Long Qinxin, who was busy cleaning the floor, glanced at her.
“…”
Her gaze traveled from bottom to top, all the way to Lu Zhiyin’s eyes. Those emotionless eyes made Long Qinxin avert her gaze.
She hadn’t yet figured out how to face Lu Zhiyin.
Should she see things through to the end, continue trying to maintain a dominant position, or be a subservient admirer like before?
This question was easy for ordinary people to answer, but it was difficult for Long Qinxin.
No one liked being subservient. Most people, rather than being suppressed by others, would rather control others themselves.
This was true in both work and relationships.
Lu Zhiyin and Long Qinxin fell into silence, each lost in their own thoughts, creating an eerie quiet in the room.
Only the faint sound of the wind and the clinking of porcelain pieces in Long Qinxin’s palm could be heard.
After cleaning up the porcelain shards and blood droplets from the floor, Long Qinxin returned to the sofa. She looked at Lu Zhiyin, who was trembling slightly, and after a moment of hesitation, she closed the floor-to-ceiling window.
The wind and rain were blocked outside the apartment, and Lu Zhiyin felt slightly better.
“Zhiyin…”
Returning to the sofa, Long Qinxin reached out to touch Lu Zhiyin’s face.
This time, Lu Zhiyin did not resist, perhaps because she was too weak.
Compared to a Lu Zhiyin who would resist her, she thought this quiet Lu Zhiyin was more to her liking.
But that was only relatively speaking. The energetic Lu Zhiyin was cuter than the lifeless Lu Zhiyin, but her Lu Zhiyin would resist, ignore, and deceive her whenever she became energetic.
She wished her Lu Zhiyin could be energetic and also intimate with her.
Lowering her eyes, Long Qinxin tugged on the iron chain around Lu Zhiyin’s neck, and Lu Zhiyin responded slightly.
She lifted her head and looked at Long Qinxin.
“…?”
Without a word, she used her eyes to question what Long Qinxin wanted now.
Lu Zhiyin felt numb. She had already been collared and treated like a pet; what could be worse than this?
In her vision, Long Qinxin still appeared slightly blurred, a double Long Qinxin, doubling her disgust and revulsion.
Lu Zhiyin almost threw up.
“…I’m sorry.”
Long Qinxin saw the disgust in Lu Zhiyin’s eyes, and her heart ached, but she had no room to complain.
These were all her own choices.
Approaching Lu Zhiyin while being disliked was much better than not being able to approach her at all.
Apologizing again, Long Qinxin pressed herself against Lu Zhiyin, cradled her face, and looked at the girl’s slightly pale, thin lips. The memory of their kiss flashed through her mind again.
She kissed Lu Zhiyin’s lips, and as expected, she was bitten by Lu Zhiyin.
“Mmmph…”
The pain made Long Qinxin frown slightly, but she still felt joy, as she had finally succeeded in kissing Lu Zhiyin.
Whether it was conspicuous or not didn’t seem to matter?
Enduring the pain, Long Qinxin held Lu Zhiyin tighter.
A slightly salty and fishy taste of blood trickled into her mouth, with a faint metallic tang; it didn’t taste good.
This was her own blood. What would Lu Zhiyin’s blood taste like? It would probably taste no different from her own, but Long Qinxin still wanted to try.
She wanted to completely possess Lu Zhiyin, and she wanted Lu Zhiyin to completely possess her.
“…Are you crazy.”
Lu Zhiyin’s aggressive words jolted Long Qinxin out of her fantasy.
She looked at the white-haired girl in front of her, who was wiping her lips and looking at her with disgust.
Long Qinxin calmed down.
“You refused your dinner just now, so you won’t have any today.”
Long Qinxin lowered her gaze.
“I’m sorry.”
At the end, she added another apology.
With her head lowered, but still curious about Lu Zhiyin’s reaction, Long Qinxin glanced at Lu Zhiyin from the corner of her eye.
“…Oh…”
Her stomach was aching from hunger, but Lu Zhiyin didn’t want to beg anymore.
She thought she would just be a little defiant for a while, just for a little while, and tomorrow she would go back to being the subservient Lu Zhiyin.
“…”
Lu Zhiyin’s cold reply stirred a nameless anger within Long Qinxin.
She tugged on the chain, about to drag Lu Zhiyin back to the bedroom, but remembering Lu Zhiyin’s injuries, she finally chose to carry her.
She tossed Lu Zhiyin onto the bed, put a gag in Lu Zhiyin’s mouth, and then wrapped the thin chain around the leg of the bed.
“Goodnight…”
She didn’t know how to deal with Lu Zhiyin for the time being.
She thought she would wait until tomorrow, and tomorrow she would do everything she wanted to do to her.
With that thought, Long Qinxin returned to the living room.
They both needed some time alone to quiet their minds.
