Chapter 37 Open the Door
Memories ended here, Qin Liu couldn’t help but sigh.
Perhaps this memory was too painful, or perhaps the severe pain during the sealing process triggered the brain’s protective measures.
Or maybe it was the long decades of years, and everything that happened became blurred.
Even if some memories were recalled, most of them became fragmented.
Looking at her hands, Qin Liu felt a little disappointed.
She had to admit that she was very strong in the past, but this was indeed a bit too magical.
How exactly did she kill her way back from hell?
Let alone others, Qin Liu herself did not believe in this magical memory.
“Sigh…”
The fragmented memories in her mind made Qin Liu feel like her head was about to explode.
Especially looking at those talismans that were like scribbles, she couldn’t understand how she learned these messy things at that time.
She wasn’t a top student in her previous life either.
Qin Liu’s expression at this moment was like a programmer looking at the code she wrote two years ago.
Her mind was full of question marks.
“What is this?”
“Wow, it actually works?”
“Wow, why doesn’t it work?”
The chaotic thoughts made the young girl sigh again.
If she didn’t seal herself, then as an existence that was both human and ghost, she couldn’t come to the human world, and could only stay in the godforsaken underworld.
As for Qin Liu’s current state, it was indeed very dangerous, just as the Black Book said.
As a ghost god, the Night Walker originally belonged to ghosts.
Ghosts are born from powerful and terrifying resentment. In this state, any thought could become the most extreme action.
So, in reality, it was entirely possible for Liu Haoyu to catch her in the Black Coffin and monopolize her.
After all… isn’t that man’s popularity with women really enviable?
Qin Liu, with a blank expression, smiled slightly, her smile looking a little scary in the dark room.
But how should she turn back?
Her memories were still incomplete. Being in this state would greatly consume her already limited lifespan.
If she couldn’t find a way to turn back, she might never be able to turn back.
By then, as a ghost, she might not be able to suppress the terrible impulses in her heart.
“Black Impermanence, are you there?”
Qin Liu’s indifferent voice echoed in the room. Hearing her voice, a shadow more than two meters tall appeared in front of Qin Liu.
Black Impermanence looked at Qin Liu in this state and her chilling tone, like that of a dead person, and fell into silence.
After a long time, it finally spoke.
“Have you broken your self-seal?”
“I remembered a little, not much.”
Qin Liu sat on the bed, looking up at the tall Black Impermanence, and continued to ask.
“How much of my lifespan is left?”
“Less than half a year.”
Hearing this, Qin Liu sighed.
This was already the nth sigh she had let out tonight.
For some reason, she suddenly felt that knowing too much was not a good thing.
Perhaps it would be better to remain amnesiac.
Well… perhaps not that good either.
With Liu Haoyu’s strength, his chances of winning against the strongest ghost exorcist of the last century were indeed not high.
“Half a year, the time has become even shorter…”
Don’t look at the remaining half a year, in reality, this is like a severe patient with a terminal illness.
Even if the illness is cured, the damage to the body will not disappear.
So even if the Black Coffin was broken later, her physical condition would not return to what it was before.
Qin Liu, who had no expression on her face, brought an unprecedented oppressive feeling to Black Impermanence.
Although Black Impermanence was terrified of Qin Liu’s strength, he still advised her.
“Once you control the power of the Night Walker, all karma cannot be changed.”
“If you choose to give up this mission, it will inevitably bring about irreversible terrifying consequences.”
“At that time, even you will not be able to control your body.”
“The power within you will completely drag you into darkness.”
“Emotions are all burdens for people in the underworld.”
“The realms of Yin and Yang are separated, and humans and ghosts are destined not to be together.”
“Continue to be a Guide, and you can continue to control this unknown power that far exceeds the ordinary. This is the best protection for this world and the people around you.”
What Black Impermanence said did have its reasons.
Qin Liu couldn’t refute it at this moment, and she also knew her internal situation.
It was no exaggeration to say that as a transmigrator with a soul from a past life, she was the biggest bug in this world.
It was also because of this that she was able to kill her way through the entire underworld solely with the power of the Night Walker.
If it weren’t for the conscience in her heart and the emptiness after avenging her great enemy, she might not have been able to calm this power.
“Human and ghost love is unfulfilled…”
Qin Liu muttered, her hollow eyes staring at Black Impermanence.
“How do I turn back into a human?”
Since everything could not be reversed, it might as well cherish this last bit of time, which might also be a good choice.
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On the other side, through the Black Book, Liu Haoyu had a thorough understanding of Qin Liu’s background and the tragedies she had encountered.
Her memories were forcefully erased by talismans at the age of five, then her memories were restored after seeing the spirits of her loved ones. She endured the pain of being gnawed by ten thousand ants to destroy the sealing ritual and used the power of the Night Walker for herself.
After killing her father’s murderer with her own hands, she felt lost and uncertain about the future. For the post-disaster reconstruction of the underworld, she chose to self-seal and become a Guide, silently maintaining order between the Yin and Yang realms.
After listening to the Black Book’s long monologue, Liu Haoyu raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at the Black Book.
The latter seemed to be able to read minds and said,
“Don’t look at me like that. I told you, Qin Liu’s fate is shrouded in mist. It’s not something I can see clearly just by wanting to. If it weren’t for the two Yin-Yang Mirrors in your hand, even I would only see a vast darkness.”
“If you ask me…” Hongmen couldn’t help but say, “Human beings can be this strong, it’s really against the rules. Don’t you guys suspect she’s cultivating immortality? That guy is really terrifyingly strong!”
As Hongmen, who was easily defeated by Qin Liu, had the most say at this moment.
In its mind, the events of the past resurfaced, and its body couldn’t help but tremble slightly.
“Really, you guys haven’t seen Qin Liu’s most terrifying appearance.”
“That shocking and terrifying scene, I’ll probably never forget it in my life.”
“The Yanluo Hall was completely dismantled by her. Facing countless pursuers behind her, she simply broke the Nai River Bridge with one palm, and the pursuers could only stare blankly on the other side of the river.”
“Then this terrifying monster, with her face covered in blood, numb eyes, and burning with purgatorial fire, slowly walked towards me.”
“At that time, she looked at me and said two words coldly.”
“Open the door.”
