Chapter 5: She Says My Past Life Was Scum
Suddenly being told my spirit was out of sorts, I was highly skeptical.
However, after witnessing various events and seeing the titles that were indeed real, I knew the problem wasn’t with my head, but with this world.
Yet, I never expected Yu Hui to tell me that my head was problematic… again.
…Could it really be that there’s something wrong?
Yu Hui wasn’t one for jokes, and her current expression was very serious, meaning she was being sincere.
I always thought I was a perfectly normal person, but was that not the case?
“Are you saying… I’m mentally ill?”
I asked dumbfoundedly, pointing at my own nose.
“No, it’s not an illness. It’s that your spirit has entered a relatively unstable state due to other reasons. You’ve done things, ‘unconsciously,’ that you would normally never do. You must have felt it too, right?”
“…..”
That’s right, it was the truth. Thinking back now, it really was like that….
Lanhua’s words earlier had already exposed my ‘abnormalities.’
She said I’d been looking lecherous lately, and my physical contact with other women had become more frequent.
For instance, staring at Lian Bing’s chest, or my first reaction upon seeing my younger sister’s thigh-highs being to touch them. Or how I just caressed Yu Hui’s back earlier, and how
Right now, I couldn’t even take my eyes off Yu Hui’s chest.
I mean, you should at least cover yourself!
*Cough*, but that doesn’t mean my spirit is out of sorts, does it? I’m a little lustful, but that’s… a normal reaction, isn’t it? Like Lanhua said, isn’t it normal for men to be lustful… Although it’s shameless to say so, it’s possible I was attracted by, well, a beautiful body like yours…
…I really want to slap myself.
What is this broken mouth of mine spouting!
Yu Hui blushed slightly, coughed, and said seriously.
“Your spirit energy is much stronger than an ordinary person’s, right? That’s why you were able to suppress that ghost by just saying its name in Black Street, causing a certain calming effect.”
“Uh? Yes, for some reason, my spirit energy seems to be much stronger than that of an ordinary person.”
But how does that relate to my spirit being out of sorts?
“Then, your ‘self-control’ should have also become stronger, hadn’t it?”
“…Ah!”
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Contradictory.
It really is!
If my spirit energy became stronger, I should have been able to control my desires better. But based on the facts, my self-control has actually become worse?
If it were me before, I would never have actively touched them! Especially Xinran! Would I have actively touched my younger sister’s legs?
What kind of joke is this! Am I that kind of sadistic brother!
As something viscous in my head separated, I suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment. I finally understood why Yu Hui said my spirit was out of sorts… My current state really is a bit abnormal!
Damn it, I didn’t even realize it until now.
I supported my forehead with my right hand, recalling what I had just done, and felt a chill of fear. What had I just done?
If it was just peeking at Lian Bing’s chest, that would be one thing. After all, she’s my girlfriend, a little peek isn’t a big deal.
But! My younger sister is absolutely off-limits!
And then, using the excuse of applying medicine to Yu Hui, I took liberties with her back?
Damn, am I brain-dead?!
It seems I really am brain-dead!
Fortunately, the person I harassed was Yu Hui. She has a gentle personality and is respectful towards me, so she wouldn’t resist even if I touched her.
But what if I had done something to Lian Bing?!
What if I had done something to Xue Qing in front of Lian Bing?!
…It’s too terrifying! I can’t even bear to think about it!
“Lord Juncheng, you understand too, don’t you? You possess immense spirit energy, yet your self-restraint is weakening. If this phenomenon is truly just because you’ve become more lecherous, then I must say I’ve misjudged you.”
The most terrifying thing was that, until I was pointed out just now, I actually felt that ‘my actions were natural.’ I actually justified these acts of sexual harassment subconsciously!
“That’s because you haven’t completely lost your reason yet.”
“Uh? What do you mean?”
Yu Hui’s face suddenly started to turn red again. She gripped her upper left arm with her right hand, turned her head away bashfully, and said.
“Just now, I… well, I sat on your lap… tempting you like that… and you still held back… If you had truly lost your reason, no matter what happened, you would have acted recklessly and engaged in intimate relations with me…”
So, this is what Yu Hui meant by ‘testing.’
“No, wait a moment. Although I can probably guess what your answer will be… I’ll ask anyway. Was that really just a test?”
“Yes.”
“It’s because the room was too hot.”
“Even your ears are red…”
“Yes! It was because of the test! Please behave yourself!”
Yu Hui was clearly getting anxious, and her tone became much stronger. Her shoulders were trembling slightly, it was unclear if it was from anger or flusteredness.
“But even if it was a test, suddenly taking off your clothes… And why aren’t you wearing it now…”
“You…”
“Ah, sorry, sorry, sorry. It’s my fault. I won’t say anything more. I’ll shut up, okay?”
If I say any more, Yu Hui might start crying out of distress.
…The reason I’m not wearing it yet is because we need to focus on analyzing exactly what problem your spirit is having.
“You know what exactly is wrong with me?!”
“We don’t know for sure yet. There are many possibilities, and I can’t determine which one is affecting you. So, we’ll proceed with the second test.”
“Ah? How are you going to test? Wait, you said you weren’t wearing clothes because….”
How exactly are you going to test that you have to take off your clothes?
Then, Yu Hui answered my question directly with her actions.
She took my hand and then… pressed my palm onto her chest!
Not to let me feel her heartbeat, but to place it on the rounded fullness of her left breast!
What the heck is this?!
“What?!”
While I still had control over myself, I immediately tried to pull my hand away, but Yu Hui forcefully held my hand with both of hers, preventing me from moving my palm.
Wow! There’s nothing separating us, I can feel everything!
I knew I shouldn’t, but I couldn’t help but want to start caressing it. The feel was so good it made my head explode.
A viscous feeling surfaced in my mind again, making my thoughts increasingly sluggish, confused, and stagnant….
“I’ll ask you a few questions now. Just answer based on how you feel.”
Answering questions in this state? Can I even answer properly….
“…Do you… feel a sense of familiarity? Is your hand moving naturally?”
“……. ”
It’s that familiar feeling towards a woman’s body, a sense of knowing it like the back of my hand…
“Do you… want me now? Do you want to push me onto the bed and play with me wantonly? Ah….”
Isn’t that obvious… I’m already reacting, do you think I don’t want to?
“Exactly…”
“Even if it… betrays your girlfriend?”
-Lian.
Right, I have a girlfriend, how can I do something like this to someone else? And it’s Yu Hui, my savior, childhood friend, and close companion.
But, she’s a woman.
And an excessively beautiful woman.
With such a wonderful figure.
And she was the one who seduced me first, this is already a clear hint… If that’s the case, then whatever I do to her is, reasonable and justifiable….
I didn’t want to think anymore.
I reached out with my other hand, bringing my cheek close to Yu Hui’s face, preparing to attack those two crimson lips.
They must taste delicious….
*Brum-brum… brum-brum…*
My phone vibrated again, but I didn’t want to deal with it anymore.
No one can disturb me now.
I want to ‘devour’ the woman before me, make her my possession, own all of her, and make her unable to live without me…
She seemed to be responding, closing her eyes and tilting her head slightly, awaiting my favor.
Good, well-behaved, little cat, hehe.
Entrust your body to me, I’ll make you feel happiness.”
But the little rascal didn’t kiss my lips. Instead, her lips brushed past my cheek, kissed my earlobe, and whispered in my ear.
“Wisdom is clear, the mind is at peace. Quickly, as the decree commands.” O Mu J Wan
Yu Hui’s voice.
Rang out in my mind.
As if a hard drive had been formatted, my mind was wiped clean.
I painfully clutched my forehead and collapsed on the ground, groaning for a while.
“Hah! Hah, hah, hah…..”
I panted heavily, breaking out in a cold sweat, my back drenched.
I rubbed my temples, forcing myself to sober up.
“It’s the worst-case scenario.”
Yu Hui, her face flushed, sat on the edge of the bed and said to me as she put on her bra.
“…”
I held my head, sitting on the ground, looking at her with confusion.
“The problem with your spirit isn’t just one thing, but the result of multiple influences interacting with each other.”
My head finally recovered a little. This time, I clearly knew that what had just happened was very wrong.
I pounded my head, enduring the stinging pain, and asked her.
“Not just one? Then how many… Which ones are they?”
Yu Hui, who had quickly redressed, sat properly in front of me and began to speak.
“First, I suspect you’ve been influenced by past life memories. You had a past life as a flirtatious… well, in today’s terms, a universally adored heartthrob. To put it in a way you can easily understand, you were a typical harem anime protagonist.”
*Slap!*
After hearing Yu Hui’s words, I slapped my own face, my eyes wide with disbelief.
“My, my past life was a philanderer?!”
“Yes.”
Don’t answer so readily…
“You maintained overly intimate relationships with multiple women. Simply put, you were in a state of ‘having a harem and sleeping with all of them.’ You were one who savored the flowers… Ah, pardon me, I got my tongue twisted. I meant to say a great scholar.”
Hey, you clearly didn’t misspeak!
Having a harem and sleeping with all of them: That must feel good. Kx, I mean, how hateful!
Someone honest like me, to have been a scumbag who shamelessly toyed with women in a past life?!
