Chapter 48.6 [Ji Lianbing] Part One
At first, I thought I would disappear like this, but I didn’t.
But it opened. I originally thought so, but my consciousness didn’t “see the sky.”
The moment Jun died,
I couldn’t even figure out where I was.
It wasn’t going back to the depths of my spirit.
I couldn’t see, touch, or hear anything. I couldn’t feel anything.
There was only extreme peace, tranquility, and ease.
A sense of time stopping.
I had a peculiar sense of awakening and isolation, and time stood still in another place, but I couldn’t even perceive it myself.
If I hadn’t disappeared and returned to another me, I would continue to exist.
What place is this?
I should have understood by now. It doesn’t matter what happens here, Jun Jun.
It’s just a state. Reversing life and death should be…
But I continue to control the powerful ability to control death. To her, it should be…
Very simple.
I have no way of knowing what has happened.
So I kept praying.
Because nothing else was happening, a visitor finally arrived.
I don’t know how much time has passed.
I couldn’t see her appearance, only hear her voice.
But I didn’t know who she was. I was just talking to myself.
And it can’t be called communication.
If your heart collapses, your plan will be further…
“Okay… plant seeds of despair, so he…”
It was an old voice, devoid of emotion.
“What does planting seeds of despair mean?”
I instinctively sensed that what the other person was saying was that someone was going to harm Jun Jun!
But it’s definitely not a good thing! I must inform others!
What about the other me? Can’t you hear my voice?
Is anyone there! Can you hear my voice!
As long as I can convey this message!
Anyone! I don’t expect to regain my freedom,
But no one responded here…
I fell into immense panic.
I was still alone. I was noticed by someone, but had lost contact with the world.
I could only think alone in this world of nothingness.
Just listening to the other person speak unilaterally.
The panic was thrown away, the panic was adjusted. Can you talk to me? No, not even for a moment.
So I tried to re-establish contact, to create life…
I don’t want to be alone anymore!
A familiar voice, but I couldn’t remember whose it was.
And after a long time, I finally…
Who is it?
My memory is blurred, and I can’t think like an automaton.
I only know that when I got used to being alone, this voice appeared, making my long-dormant consciousness continue to operate.
“You are Juncheng’s mind killer, his incubus.”
What are you saying?
Mind killer? His incubus?
I am Jun Jun’s… I was looking for the one I loved, how could I hurt him!
“This isn’t about whether you want to or not, it’s inevitable.”
“It doesn’t matter if you want to or not.”
This voice actually communicated with me! So I could communicate with you!
I’m worried that Jun Jun really…
She knew what I was thinking, so she endured it for a long time, but because I cared more about what she said…
I was overjoyed, able to dispel my loneliness.
So I quickly asked again.
What should I do? How…
“I don’t know.”
How could this be? What should I do?
I want to change. I don’t know what you’ll encounter next, but…
“I will not give you hope, because hope and despair…”
… You can recall…
What was Juncheng like before he met you?
The voice disappeared again, and I became…
Someone who could continue to hold on to hope.
The voice didn’t give me any clues, nor did it end. I lived alone.
I faced loneliness with trepidation, because Jun Jun also…
How did Jun Jun cope with loneliness before?
I asked Jun Jun before…
“Don’t you feel lonely when you’re alone?”
Recall it.
How did he face loneliness?
And what he told me at the time was that loneliness wasn’t terrible, but when you get used to it, it becomes…
It’s like observing the world.
All possibilities are presented before my eyes.
Without anything to disturb me.
I can separate myself from everything.
Observing from the outside, I don’t need to worry about anything, nor do I worry about any…
When you are alone, the whole world has nothing to do with you.
The whole world, perhaps this world is narrow.
And smiling enviously.
That’s what he told me at the time, and even…
Therefore, I lost my own world.
And later, he encountered many things that required his responsibility.
No one else, he was pulled out of his own world, and thus lost his life…
What did we do…
What we did…
It’s pathetic…
There is still a chance to make amends.
“Then there is still one…” It wasn’t the previous voice, but another voice.
I also stood up with a complicated expression.
The voice reappeared, and…
A black-haired woman appeared before me, and next to her…
Before my eyes, but I appeared before them.
The spiritual world, I’m back.
No, that’s not right. They didn’t appear in the sea of death, this is Ji Lianbing’s spiritual world.
I’ve regained a body, my feet are on the ground.
“You’ve come to the copied spiritual body, so our transaction is complete.”
“As you said, bring back the broken spirit.”
“I really don’t understand, how could you give up such a rare opportunity?”
One of me said.
“I just made a choice that would make Juncheng happier.”
“Then I’ll go first. It doesn’t matter to you anyway.”
She said with a mocking smile.
The woman turned and left, and the other me came to my family.
“Long time no see, what should I call you? Ruansui? ”
“Hehehehe…”
“I’m glad to see you again.”
“No, I can come back… But I don’t want to owe you.”
“You don’t owe me anything, do you?”
“Then consider it charity.”
“Hehehehe, then let’s consider it…”
“Oh, you’re angry.”
“You’re so stubborn, the other me.”
But our memories are shared.
You can check my memories, so I don’t have to waste my breath.
“Can I take a look?”
“You’ll look anyway, even if I say no.”
“Hehehe, actually, I’d rather you tell me.”
The other me gave me a glare and stopped talking.
Then I went alone to see what had happened.
Things about myself, vacation plans…
Okay, I couldn’t see it.
It was a failure. The approaching exams…
It actually reached the home run.
I even saw an unexpected scene.
“Ah, I’m so envious! Super envious!”
… But speaking of which…
Being held by Jun Jun must be great.
Hehehe, so cute.
“I didn’t expect Lianbing to be so clingy!”
A bit of a young lady’s demeanor.
Looking at her in bed, she was no longer like a dragon clinging to her master and refusing to let go.
She was like a lazy and clingy dragon.
“Hehehehe, you are Lianbing too?”
“Hehe, I am Ruansui.”
“The only difference is that she has a moo, and I don’t.”
We looked at each other, with smiles on our faces… Oh, I see, this one…
Speaking of which, the black-haired woman just now was An Ziai.
It’s because she copied the mirror world and merged with my spiritual body that I can…
This is a light novel.
Outside the house, Jun Jun actually decided to pave a path to happiness for everyone else.
The most worrying thing is…
Since I can’t go back to…
My own world.
It seems he’s thinking…
“Don’t you blame me?”
“Blame me for what?”
“And this time, not even a corpse was left.”
“Juncheng died again. In the end, Jun Jun himself decided to go.”
For you to stop him.
“But you also stopped Jun Jun, right? … I was thinking at the time, if it were you,”
“I thought you would definitely blame me.”
“No.”
I interrupted the other me. As she looked up at me, “Don’t we love him because of this?”
“I’m sure.”
“He’ll go back, because Jun Jun is that kind of person.”
“… He’s that kind of person.”
And her transaction.
But is it really okay?
“And this is also a good opportunity. I already know…”
“It’s just a choice.”
“Let me repeat, I said I just made a choice that would make Juncheng happier.”
The other me…
“Thank you.”
“Hehehehe…”
“Juncheng is not easy.”
“I never intended to monopolize Jun Jun.”
“If Juncheng desires a harem, then I will help him achieve that wish.”
“Is that alright?”
“Lan Lan, Yu Hui, Lily, and everyone else too.”
“It’s okay, because I like others too.”
“It doesn’t seem like ‘like’…”
“But the eyes you’re looking at me with… don’t look like it.”
“Is that so?”
And… Because my feelings for the other me are more complex.
…
“I deeply love Jun Jun.”
“At least that’s true.”
…..
Hehehe.
“It can’t be done.”
“Because for others…”