Chapter 95: Conquer the World
Lan watched Lou Ling return and once again threw an arm around her shoulder, teasing her.
It was like holding someone’s weak point and doing whatever you wanted, like an arrogant nouveau riche. This is a bit much.
I’m telling you, stop all those sexually harassing actions. In Lou Ling’s eyes, they were all things I did.
You seem to be having a lot of fun, but I’m not enjoying it at all. I even have to take the blame, which makes me feel like I’m losing out.
“Very good, the main and subordinate relationship has been reversed. Juncheng, you can find out information from her freely. Just watch, she’s definitely unwilling now, but she still has to rely on you. It’s precisely because only Juncheng can do it, so she has to reluctantly agree. Hahahaha… If you don’t completely conquer her now, you’ll be missing out.”
Lan is definitely a witch who plays with people’s hearts. No, she even plays with the whole world, just like Homura-chan who swallowed QB whole.
The development was just as Lan predicted. Lou Ling frowned, turned her head away, crossed her arms, and looked forced. But she still said:
“But even so, I can only choose you. It’s disgusting.”
“Hmph, you still have that high and mighty attitude. Don’t go along with her, Juncheng. Keep suppressing her until she becomes completely submissive.”
I didn’t exactly plan to do as Lan said, but given the current situation, Lou Ling is hiding too many things. I need information.
Besides, in her eyes, I’m already the scum of scum. There’s no image left to salvage.
So, I put on a scornful expression and said to her:
“I think you lied to me. I can’t trust you anymore.”
I didn’t expect her to admit it so readily. Did she think there was no need to quibble anymore?
“I didn’t find you to help you achieve your own wish, to become the world in my place. I found you to help ‘me’ become the world again. But during this process, you can indeed achieve your own wish… assuming your wish is to restore what you’ve lost.”
“Oh? Become the world again? So you’re indeed not the world anymore?”
“No, although I’m still the world, I’m no longer a ‘complete world.’ I’m a ‘broken world’ that has forgotten its own meaning.”
Broken.
“And I became like this because of you.”
“What?!”
Why is it my fault again?
Is everything related to me?
Lately, I’ve even started to suspect if I’ve become the center of the world. Why is everything inseparable from me?
It’s so annoying, honestly.
“Hahahaha, Juncheng, Juncheng, you’ve completely become a hot commodity now, haven’t you? Even this world is starting to get involved with you.”
What are you saying, it all started because of you.
“What? You think I’m blaming you unjustly?”
“…No.”
“Humans are suspicious and contradictory beings. It’s also one of the world’s mistakes to have evolved beings like you who like to break rules. If I could choose to go back to the past, I would definitely destroy the possibility of human birth from the root.”
“No, what did humans do wrong?”
“Originally, I thought that the world’s rules, the system called Fate, was absolute. Everyone had to obey it, no one could defy the entire world. Even you humans couldn’t escape the palm of Fate… until you appeared.”
Lou Ling looked directly at me, her eyes filled with contradiction and acknowledgment. I felt like she wasn’t looking at… but at a peer?
She considers me her peer?
“Human existence is special. You, who are given souls, are representatives of the world… You humans and the world are closely linked by Fate. That is what is most important to the world and its inhabitants.”
“The world gives a part of humanity that is strongly connected to Fate the destiny, and then you humans decide the direction of Fate’s progress, like arranging checkpoints.”
“But in the end, Fate belongs to the world. Except for the world itself, no one else is allowed to subvert Fate, because you don’t have the qualifications, nor do you have the powerful Destiny Power to drive Fate.”
“But there is one person who has overturned this ‘absolute rule’.”
…Going by this development…
I twitched the corners of my mouth awkwardly and pointed at myself with weak fingers, asking:
“That person wouldn’t be me, would he…”
“It’s you, Juncheng An.”
So, it was like this…
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To be precise, it’s not because it’s me.
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It was Zihua who changed the entire world through unbelievable means, and Zi’ai An planned all of it.
But these two did it for me.
And now, they’re both gone, leaving only me. So, it can also be said to be because of me.
“’You’ deceived the world, exploited the loopholes in Fate, and used dreams to replace and change the past. So you just said I deceived you, but actually, we’re both the same. You deceived me first.”
“This kind of crude, unreasonable behavior is like messing around inside my body, then breaking it and discarding it. I was ‘hurt’.”
“You, as a human, did not abide by the established rules and committed forbidden actions that should not have been done.”
“And the ‘wounded’ World could not maintain its original form, creating a gap. That ‘imperfect part’ had to transform into a new form, used as a ‘body to endure the pain of being torn apart’ and a ‘spirit born for adaptation’… a ‘soul seeking revenge’.”
The world was torn apart by our reckless actions. If we imagine the world as a crystal ball, it’s like the crystal ball shattered, and the fragments became… her, Lou Ling?
“Thus, ‘I’ was born, in the form of a human who harmed me.”
“When I was first born, I was filled with doubts about my ‘self’.”
“Why am I here? What am I? I should be this place’ itself… Then why? Why do I exist? Why do I have an inner heart? I should be nothing… but I became me. I don’t understand at all.”
But that’s true…
Unlike a human infant born into the world, there was no process of thought maturation, nor was there any experience of growth.
It was merely segmented, and thus gained a different form.
It all became a mess because of my mistake.
“I couldn’t accept myself becoming this way. I lost my direction, I gave up thinking, and I didn’t know what to do next.”
“So, ‘I’ took myself to be human. To do this, I had to forget my original identity, so I needed a place to store this part of the ‘authority’ and ‘data’… A part of it became the me you see before your eyes.”
“So… Lou Ling is the real world, and you are a pseudo-deity used to store this information?”
“Precisely. This has never happened before. As a result, I gained human form, and you gained the qualification to become the world.”
That’s why she sees me as a peer.
Because I made her become this way.
And only I, a human who usurped Fate, have the qualification to become the world.
It all makes sense.
This is why Lou Ling found me.
Then, now…
“Hahahaha, this is an excellent opportunity, Juncheng~”
Lan, what are you trying to say? Could it be…
“Let’s conquer the world~”
