Chapter 7.3: The Impulse of a Stalker (Intermediate)
The Impulse of a Stalker (Intermediate):
I’m so sad, so sad, so sad…
He actually ignored me, just walked right past me!
I specifically woke up early to ask my sister to help me with a new hairstyle, even put on light makeup and a subtle perfume. I should have looked twice as beautiful as usual!
All the men on the way to school today were looking at me, weren’t they? It was as if they wanted to devour me alive, staring at me with intense gazes.
But those weren’t the gazes I wanted; I wanted his eyes on me…
Everything was to attract his attention, to have him look at me, to have him notice me, to receive his attention, to have him care about me… just like I care about him!
However, effort doesn’t always guarantee reward.
Even though I understood that, I couldn’t accept it.
Is that nerdy guy with glasses, Liang, better than me?
Why would he greet him instead of even glancing at me?
Am I that scary?
Why won’t he look at me!
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why…
Is it because he has a girlfriend now?
Is that why he won’t look at other women, all for that girlfriend?
Lianbing… Ji Lianbing… Ji, Lian, Bing…!
…Don’t get impulsive, Lanhua.
It has nothing to do with Ji Lianbing.
Because I know, Juncheng hasn’t fallen for her yet. That’s not how someone looks when they fall for someone.
Even if he started dating another woman, Juncheng wouldn’t change; he’d be the same as always.
So, if he’s dating Ji Lianbing, it must be for another reason.
Dating a woman he doesn’t like isn’t his intention at all; he must have been threatened… That’s right, Juncheng must have been caught in something by Ji Lianbing, which is why he’s reluctantly dating her.
Therefore, the intimate actions they made today must be fake, just for show.
Heh heh heh heh, that makes sense. How could Juncheng possibly fall for someone else?
Only I love Juncheng the most! Only I have been watching him all along, sooner than anyone else!
That’s right, I’m the only one who loves him the most, the only one who understands him the most, and I’m the most suitable for him!
He is my Juncheng!
But he’s ignoring me like this even though I’ve dressed up so meticulously. It’s too much…
Too much!
I want revenge!
If I don’t do something to him, I won’t be able to rest!
I’ve been watching Juncheng all day today, enjoying the process of looking at him, understanding him, and recording him… Hmm, but just looking is too much of a waste; it seems I need to get some equipment.
I’ll invest my savings from my allowance and New Year’s money. It’s worth spending this much for Juncheng.
However, it seems there are other disreputable women looking at him besides me… Hmph, at least they have some taste.
Heh heh heh… My Juncheng is indeed the most excellent. Finally, other women have noticed this.
I’m a little proud.
Heh heh heh… As expected, my Juncheng is the best.
Time always passes quickly when I’m watching Juncheng. Classes are over, school is over, he’s going home, and I won’t see him anymore… How disappointing…
Why can’t we stay at school twenty-four hours a day? Then I could always, always, always watch him…
As long as he stays in one place…
No, that’s not right. What am I thinking? That’s impossible.
I’m not the kind of pervert who would trap the person I like in one place.
Juncheng wouldn’t like that kind of woman either. I can’t let him be afraid. As long as I do this, I believe he’ll accept me one day.
For now… I’ll just make his belongings my own~
After the afternoon classes, people went home to eat, and the classroom emptied out.
After Juncheng left the classroom, I immediately came out of the locker and walked towards Juncheng’s desk.
I’ve wanted to do this for a while, but I’ve been holding back… Now I don’t have to hold back anymore.
Yes, this is also a way to understand Juncheng. I can feel his presence through his belongings.
Thinking about it now, I was really silly. Why think so much?
This is also for Juncheng~ It’s not for satisfying my own desires.
I took out a few brand-new textbooks from my bag and walked to Juncheng’s desk.
I got these at noon from that ugly woman who’s good friends with Juncheng at the library. Now they’ve come in handy.
Normally, Juncheng only takes the textbooks for subjects that have homework assigned that day. All other textbooks and notebooks are left in his desk.
Although it’s a shame I can’t take his notebooks… the textbooks are fine.
Juncheng doesn’t write anything in his textbooks except his name. He doesn’t even mark important points; he records everything in his notebook. The textbooks remain as they were when he first received them.
So, it gave me an opportunity to swap them.
As long as I write Juncheng’s name on the new books, I can take Juncheng’s textbooks~
I’ve written Juncheng’s name thousands of times, and the handwriting is 99.8% similar. No one would be able to tell the difference.
Ha, ha, ha… Juncheng’s textbooks, textbooks he’s touched with his hands, that carry the feel of his fingertips… I remember he even fell asleep during Chinese class, picturing his face…
“Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng, Juncheng!!! Haa-u-mm!!! Yieeek!”
No one can hear me now.
I can shout his name to my heart’s content.
I hugged Juncheng’s textbooks and rubbed them against myself. A hot current surged from the depths of my abdomen, and my fingers couldn’t help but move downwards…
Ah, no, now is not the time for self-gratification.
Don’t be impulsive, Lanhua!
There are still other things I can take. I can’t lose the bigger picture for a small gain.
There are still so many of Juncheng’s things: his pencils, pencil shavings, rulers, charcoal pencils, compasses, set squares – let’s swap them all~
I use the same stationery as Juncheng, so I just need to swap mine with his.
Unfortunately, I can’t swap the erasers… Hmm, a square eraser can be made into a round one… I’ll do that tomorrow as well.
I’ll have to regretfully give up for today.
I’ve collected so many, so many of Juncheng’s things~
I feel filled with Juncheng~
Heh heh heh~ Right, why don’t I make a Juncheng bag and collect all his things in it?
Hmm… No, why not just fill my entire room with them? It would feel like being in Juncheng’s room, heh heh heh heh…
I found an S-class item in the depths of the desk!
His sports jacket, worn during PE, is also in the desk…
I want to take it so badly!
I want to wear it so badly!
No, don’t be impulsive, Lanhua. Hold yourself back. There’s nothing to swap with right now…
But it’s okay to just try it on now, right?
Right, right, it should be okay if I just wear it for a bit…
Just as I was about to take off my clothes and change into Juncheng’s jacket, the classroom door was opened.
I lightning-fast put Juncheng’s jacket back in his desk and returned to my seat.
Who is it! Ruining such a crucial moment… Tsk, annoying! In the way!
A boy with curly hair and dark circles under his eyes, and another boy with spiky brown hair and an earring walked into the classroom.
“Hey, hey, did you see that, Eddie? There was a super beautiful girl standing at the school gate earlier!”
“Ah, I know, the white-haired beauty, right? That must be Ji Lianbing’s maid. I often see her picking up Ji Lianbing.”
“Ah! I knew I recognized her from somewhere! So it was that maid! Damn, I wouldn’t have recognized her if she wasn’t wearing her maid outfit! But didn’t Ji Lianbing already leave by car? Who was she waiting for?”
“I saw that legendary boyfriend leave with the maid earlier… What do you think…”
“Damn, it’s Juncheng that kid, right?! Is he a charmer who attracts both master and servant?! Ah, who the hell is that guy! He wouldn’t tell me the secret to his popularity before!”
What? Are they talking about Juncheng?
“God knows… By the way, you actually know that guy?”
“Ah, I met him in the restroom before. He’s a pretty straightforward guy, and he’s not afraid of me. I’m just so jealous that he’s suddenly become so popular!”
“That’s why you’re still a great mage…”
“I’m a Master Mage, not a Great Mage! Although I am still a virgin! By the way, aren’t you a virgin too!”
“…”
“W-Why aren’t you saying anything? Could it be…”
“Yes, you understand.”
“What! No, impossible! Who’s the target! We have a traitor amongst us!”
So noisy.
Annoying, such idiots.
But I heard important news.
Juncheng, walking with Ji Lianbing’s maid?
Master and servant both conquered?
Could it be…
An ominous guess formed in my mind. Could it be that Juncheng actually likes Ji Lianbing’s maid, and that’s why he’s pretending to date Ji Lianbing?
No, I have to go and see! I absolutely must go see!
I don’t care about the evening study session!
My Juncheng is the most important thing!
I immediately ran out, following Juncheng’s route home, and then I saw a tall woman with white hair walking with Juncheng…
What’s with that woman!
Why is she walking with Juncheng!
How dare she hug my Juncheng! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you! I curse you!
I’m the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him the most, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one who loves him, the one, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his!!!
I hid behind a tree, staring intensely at Juncheng and that shameless woman until they parted.
They finally separated. Disappear quickly! No! Go straight to hell!
…Hmm? Did that woman make eye contact with me… Was it an illusion?
Never mind, regardless, at least I confirmed Juncheng doesn’t like that woman.
This is… Juncheng’s house, right?
Although I already knew the location, this is my first time looking for it… Juncheng’s room should be in the attic…
The window is open…
…Don’t, be impulsive, Lanhua…
“………………………?﹃?”
When I came to my senses, I was already in Juncheng’s room.
I used to absolutely not be able to climb to the third floor with my bare hands, but I managed to climb up. This must be the power of love (lust)!
Heh heh heh heh… This is Juncheng’s room, paradise… Pure bliss… Heh heh heh…
Ah, drool, I can’t drip it on the floor.
Let me take a deep breath first.
Hsss~~~ Haa~~~
This must be heaven…
I’m so happy, I feel like I don’t care if I die now…
No, I can’t die!
It would be too wasteful to die now!
Let’s go find more treasures!
I found a cup! It’s Juncheng’s cup!
Waaah!
I want to take it!
But I’ll be discovered, won’t I?
Then, then it’s okay to just use it now, right…
Juncheng’s cup… Ahh, it’s in my mouth. I’m kissing Juncheng right now…!
“Delicious… So delicious…”
Ah, I left too much drool…
This is bad. I have to wipe it off quickly. I grabbed the tissues from the desk and frantically wiped off the drool on the cup.
Then, as I was about to throw the crumpled tissuewad out the window… I suddenly remembered.
Right, the tissue wad.
The tissue wad!!!
I quickly found the trash can and started searching through the garbage.
It’s not here…
Although I found some nice things that could be collected in my Juncheng bag, the most crucial item wasn’t found.
What a shame…
“Sigh… It’s not here after all… The tissue wad…”
I thought I could get Juncheng’s seed, but it didn’t go as smoothly as I hoped…
Maybe he hasn’t had any release for a few days.
Speaking of which, I still don’t know Juncheng’s preferences. Are there no erotic books or anything to refer to?
I looked everywhere but couldn’t find anything erotic. It seems it’s all stored on his computer. But the sound of opening the computer is too loud, so I gave up.
Now, for the main event…
I climbed onto Juncheng’s bed and hugged the quilt, rolling around.
I rolled too much and fell out of bed, into the gap between the bed and the wall.
It hurts. It’s uncomfortable.
But it smells like Juncheng… Heh heh heh…
Hoo hoo… Juncheng’s scent, I feel so reassured…
Although I want to do lewd things, I’m still a virgin. I must save that membrane for my beloved Juncheng.
Hmm… It has to be when we sleep together…
…
*Knock knock knock*… What’s that sound…
“…Brother, does your wound still hurt?”
Hmm… Mmm?
Where am I…
“It’s okay everywhere else, but my abdomen hurts quite a bit. It should get better in a few days when the stitches are removed.”
Juncheng’s voice. That’s right, I’m in Juncheng’s room…
“Is that so… I understand.”
I woke up instantly!
I’m in Juncheng’s room!
Aaaahhh!
I, this idiot, fell asleep!
Even though I slept very comfortably, what should I do now!
Quick, hide!
In a panic, I quickly threw the quilt back onto the bed and hid under the bed.
I desperately covered my mouth and curled into a ball, terrified of being discovered by Juncheng.
If I’m discovered, he’ll definitely think I’m a perverted stalker!
No! I must not be discovered, even if it means death!
“Hmm? Didn’t I fold the quilt? Hmm… Never mind, I’m just going to sleep.”
Sound of light switch → sound of bed shifting → groaning sound of stretching → yawning sound → steady breathing sound
After a long time, I could feel that Juncheng had fallen asleep.
As I felt relieved, a thought appeared in my mind, and it grew uncontrollably once it appeared.
Don’t be impulsive, Lanhua!
But… Juncheng is already asleep, it should be okay… right?
Let’s get in, get into the covers. He won’t wake up. Juncheng is the type who sleeps very soundly once he’s asleep, and he’s very honest when he sleeps, he doesn’t move around.
My heart is beating so fast, aahhh! I’m going in!
I’m hugging him. It’s Juncheng’s body. I’m in his arms!
“Mmm… Hmm?”
Stiffening.
Despair.
He’s awake!!!
Aaaahhh! What should I do! What should I do! What should I do!
Should I run? Or should I knock him out? Or should I just push him down?
Let’s push him down!
Just as I made up my mind and prepared to pull down my underwear and stockings to push Juncheng down, Juncheng squinted his eyes and mumbled groggily.
“Is it Xinran?”
Xin… Ran?
I remember that’s Juncheng’s sister’s name.
Why is he suddenly calling out his sister’s name at this moment?
Could it be that Juncheng usually sleeps with his sister?
Does his sister hug him every night?
I’m so envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious! So envious!
I’m so envious!
Having a sister is great! But I don’t want to get married or anything! But it’s really great!
“What… you still came…”
“…!”
“Huuuh… So sleepy…”
Juncheng stroked my head and yawned again.
“Hmm… Today, I’ll hug you instead… Don’t move around… The wound will split…”
Juncheng gently hugged my shoulder and pressed my cheek against his chest.
He’s hugging me!
He’s hugging me, aaaaahhh!
Yaa! Yaaahhhh!
I’m going to die!
I’m going to die!
My heart feels like it’s going to stop!
…
When I left, it was three in the morning. Although I was extremely reluctant, I finally left…
It felt like I was dreaming…
If this is really a dream, please let me keep dreaming…
It’s okay if I never wake up.
