Chapter 66 Juncheng and the Beginning
“Even with just this, your body is swollen underneath, your blood vessels are cracking and bleeding everywhere, and your face is like…”
“What is this? Out-of-body experience?”
“But, at this moment, does my current self, Zi’ai, resemble the Zi’ai from back then who knew nothing? But this is too realistic. If the spiritual body needs to borrow Xiao An’s body to come to the real world, then I…”
“She cried mournfully on my body, pleaded, and hoped for my survival.”
“And under her prayers, my wounds are actually slowly regenerating.”
“At this point, this scene is enough to prove my conjecture. I am immortal, even if the world is destroyed, I will not die.”
“I will not die,”
“I should be able to survive too.”
“Called by her, I wanted to get up, so my consciousness returned to my main body.”
“I felt my body again, but I didn’t get up right away. I still kept my eyes closed.”
“That’s right, I’m teaching you not just because I want to, but to satisfy my own desires.”
“If you weren’t a beautiful girl, but an ugly one, maybe I wouldn’t have tried so hard. Heh.”
“So, I’m not some saint, okay?”
“Hearing me say this, Lou Ling naturally couldn’t judge what kind of mood she was in right now.”
“But there’s one thing I have to say to her.”
“But you cried for someone like me. You, who can cry for others, might have been a fragment of the world before. Empty, but now you are undoubtedly…”
“She just wants to become human. What she needs is… I have to say it.”
“Everything returned to the origin again, back to the end of the beginning, where there was nothing.”
“She became a real human. But her eyes curved upwards.”
“She nodded like a chick, unable to hide her smile. I wiped away her tears, leaned close to her cheek, and licked away her tears. She…”
“You know, in the end, you survived, but you have nothing. Even the table and game console from before are gone.”
“Yeah, those things also existed because they were ‘observed’.”
“Without our observation, those things themselves…”
“We don’t even have items that can dispel nothingness. How will we spend the next few days?”
“Well, there’s no need to think too much about it.”
“I’ll call you.”
“You’re so boring.”
“I am boring. When I’m bored, I should continue to be bored. But if I’m bored for too long, people go crazy, so I’m talking to you.”
“You should just die.”
“No, please don’t! If you say I should die, I will really die!”
“Hmph, then just behave yourself.”
“This current body was made for me by Lou Ling. If she told me to die, I would really die.”
“But, it’s really boring right now.”
“There’s nothing to play with, so I can only play with the world’s most beautiful girl next to me, right?”
“Aren’t you going to watch? How can I fill your favorability?”
“If you shut up now, I might consider you a person.”
“So, in your eyes, I’m not even considered a person?”
“Yes, a cockroach.”
“But in the end, I uttered such cheesy words, I couldn’t say them anymore.”
“If it were a little girl like the one in the novel, it would feel natural, but when it comes to a beautiful girl of my age and adding ‘er’ at the end, it’s… very awkward.”
“It’s more natural to just call her Ling. It seemed disappointing that you actually felt happy inside? Should I…”
“After I changed my address again, but when I… I’ll hit you instead.”
“How could you be so easily manipulated by me?”
“… Yes.”
“Let’s go?”
“Okay.”
“…”
“My cheek,” I said aggrievedly, covering my cheek.
“Please spare my cheek. I wasn’t that handsome to begin with, and getting hit by you like this makes me even more unrecognizable.”
“Because you’re not serious.”
“If I were serious, would you agree to… with me?”
“The feeling… that’s a definite answer.”
“If… if you want me to have your child, I’ll give it to you.”
“Oh no, this is too bad.”
“This is too much, ah, no, I mean, it’s simply against the rules!”
“I’m not just saying this because you’re the only man left. I don’t think continuing the lineage is useful like Adam and Eve. It’s only because it’s you that I agreed.”
“Your emphasis on my uniqueness makes me even more shaken.”
“Lou Ling immediately took off her clothes and rode on top of me.”
“She was serious.”
“At that time, I still wanted to joke around and stall for time, and talk about ‘that’ after a while.”
“Don’t I have to be serious too…”
“No. Since you chose me, I will accept all of you, but I can’t let you have my child. Because then you…”
“Aren’t you acknowledging me as a human?”
“Yes, but at the same time, I hope you can become the ‘seed’ of a new world.”
“I’m sorry, it’s just my selfish thought.”
“I will appear in such a strange place…”
“This is what we thought before… Why do I have a body? Why do you and…”
“Recreating life, but appearing in such an unreasonable and strange place everywhere…”
“Because you, as the world, are like a ‘dashed line’ hidden by the ‘solid line’ of reality. Her essence as the world…”
“It’s different here.”
“This is the end of the world, and also the beginning.”
“Here, the concept of the world doesn’t exist, so it’s just a piece of paper.”
“If it’s the ‘starting point of the thread’, then drawing the line down…”
“Neither I nor Lou Ling have the ability to create worlds.”
“Perhaps, it’s possible.”
“You can be the ‘starting point of the thread’ and become the end of a new world.”
“And this world, because of what you hold…”
“It doesn’t matter if it’s a piece of paper, because the new world will extend based on you.”
“You want to create a new parallel world?”
“Yes, from your own destiny and the ability to swap dreams and reality, world line changes can be achieved in an instant.”
“This is equivalent to drawing this line from scratch. It must take a very long time.”
“In fact, I don’t want to tell you this method.”
“Will I still remember all of this?”
“If I experience such a long time, even my humanity will disappear. In the end…”
“And this is just my selfish thought. I want to turn the world into something that can connect with everyone.”
“Will lead to the inability to reach the END, just creating a false ‘law’.”
“Looking at Lou Ling’s somewhat confused expression, I chuckled.”
“Why think so much?”
“Perhaps one day, I will regret it.”
“I’m sorry, at the very end, I made such a difficult request. Perhaps I will regret my current decision, regret my arrogant thoughts, regret my foolish actions.”
“Changing anything, emitting powerless and sad groans.”
“But this is your decision. There is no complaint, even though this matter almost decided your future.”
“This is my wish, my own wish.”
“She raised her head and smiled. Holding her hands together in front of her chest, her palms emitted light.”
“All the darkness suddenly emitted colorful light, enveloping everything,”
“Including me and Lou Ling.”
“Everything went smoothly, but for me, it also meant I was embarking on a long…”
“The next time I woke up, it was dark. But this darkness was dark because it was dark, not because…”
“But in short, I couldn’t see anything.”
“Will I drift in a dream?”
“No, I still don’t know where I am.”
“But gradually, a feeling began to appear.”
“It was pain.”
“The pain of not being able to breathe, I started to struggle… I was probably struggling, even though I couldn’t feel my hands or feet.”
“Just breathing… I see, I’m in the water.”
“Finally, I saw the light.”
“Oh! It’s water!”
“I poked my head out of the water and was pushed by the waves to the shore.”
“I walked along the coastline, aimlessly.”
“I have entered a new world. No matter how much I remember, it won’t help with the current situation.”
“And, there’s nothing I can do right now.”
“All I can do is ‘wait’.”
“This time, it’s my turn to wait for her.”
“Although I’m in a desolate world and don’t need to care, it’s still like this.”
“I’m not the kind of idiot who would take off their clothes if no one was around!”
“Something was thrown onto my head. It wasn’t what you’d call clothes, just a piece of…”
“A familiar voice echoed.”
“That voice made me feel a little disoriented.”
“Since the new world is up to me, then the system of fate is also written by me.”
“There’s no need to follow the original world completely. I can control fate according to my own ideas.”
“Now we’ve really become Adam and Eve.”
“Go die, scum.”
“What do you want me to do?”
“…Ah… I will.”
“My heart was filled with emotion, and I finally stood at…”
“Now, this is the end of the world.”
“One day, I will see her again.”
“Becoming an observer, remaining indifferent to everything.”
“Do not make contact.”
“The arrival of the plan.”
“So, the world and I will start from here.”
“Endless…”
“Long…”
“Repetition…”
