Episode 11: Lolis are Justice Part 4
What’s the situation?
Are you playing riddles with me?
Xun’er is Kaoru Tsukiyose, right?
Is there any difference between them?
But she’s definitely not Xun’er.
What on earth is going on?
– In an instant, I thought of many possibilities, like Hair Grandpa, or some great Earth Mother Goddess, but neither was right.
Those no longer exist, and in this isolated world, such abnormal existences cannot descend here.
Then what is going on? Where is the real Xun’er?
No, why am I thinking so much? She’s right in front of me, so I can just ask.
“Stop playing coy and reveal the answer.”
The girl who looked identical to Xun’er turned her head and smiled.
“Heh, you can’t even wait this long? That’s not like you, considering you’ve waited for billions of years.”
“You…”
“I’ve been waiting for you for five hundred years.”
“Hmm?”
Five hundred years?
Does that mean Xun’er is already five hundred years old?
No, wait, although Xun’er is indeed five hundred years old.
But the current Xun’er shouldn’t be a ghoul anymore.
Even Xiao An is no longer a god, so there’s no reason for Xun’er to still be a ghoul.
Or perhaps this is some kind of her… ability… no, that’s not right either.
What is going on?
“You must be completely confused right now, and it’s understandable. After all, there are some things that even you can’t grasp. Perhaps even the World Self doesn’t know the exact situation.”
Her true identity is unknown.
Who or what is she in front of me?
‘Xun’er’ said, gently touching her chest.
“But I understand very well. I understand ‘your’ and ‘your’ stories. I witnessed them from beginning to end with my own eyes.”
“The fragments of the world listened to your wishes, released the light of creation from the root, and created this world that is basically no different from the original world.”
Hearing this, although many things were still unclear, one thing was certain.
That is, ‘she’ is definitely not from this world.
She is an anomaly.
She is an outsider.
She borrowed Xun’er’s body through some means, that’s probably it.
“You must be thinking I’m some kind of existence that broke into this world from the outside, right? No, I said it earlier, I am Yue Xun, just not the Kaoru Tsukiyose you know.”
“What?”
“If anything, I should call you ‘Dad,’ because I am an existence born in this world, and this world was created by your hands. Therefore, as an existence born in this world, you are naturally the father of the entire world.”
“I’m just an ordinary person who can’t die. Ling is more like the Mother of the World; I can’t be the Father of the World. Let’s not talk about this. You should explain your origin. I’m more curious. If you are Kaoru Tsukiyose, where did the Xun’er I know go?”
“Heh, the answer is actually very simple. When you merged the worlds, you used your privilege to let all your F retain their memories, which is equivalent to ‘transmigrating’ to the new world.”
Transmigration? That’s not wrong.
It really is transmigration.
When the two worlds merged, only Ling and I remained unchanged, while others had their own bodies in both worlds. When they merged, everything was based on the new world copied by Ling and me, except for the F who had a destiny connection with me.
To put it simply, Ling and I transmigrated to the new world with our bodies.
And Lianbing and the others soul-transmigrated to the new world. People around them still remembered them, and they also retained memories from the old world.
“Have you ever considered the possibility of ‘transmigration failure’?”
…Impossible!
The face of Yu Hui flashed through my mind in an instant.
Is it really impossible?
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Yu Hui completely forgot her ‘past life memories.’
Theoretically, all F should remember their ‘past lives,’ and everyone I’ve met so far is the same.
Whether it’s Lianbing, Lan, Li Nai, Xinran, or Keling, they all remember. Lily, Saint, and Xiao An too.
All the F remember.
By all rights, Xun’er should remember too… but what if… what if she didn’t inherit the memories of the old world?
So, she is indeed Kaoru Tsukiyose, but not the Xun’er I know.
Then the Xun’er I know…
Did she just disappear?
Did I…
Make her disappear?
“What’s wrong?”
What’s wrong? What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
The girl’s words echoed like a voice in a valley with overlapping sounds.
Suddenly, I felt dizzy and a great sense of panic.
Is it possible… did the transmigration really fail?
Perhaps I really made Xun’er disappear. Then where can I find Xun’er’s memories?
It’s fine for Lianbing and the others, whose memories were merged along with the world. They have
But now, there’s no other way.
Even if I could find Xun’er’s memories, would I have to overwrite the Kaoru Tsukiyose in front of me?
Wouldn’t that mean I’m indirectly killing the Kaoru Tsukiyose in front of me?
I…
My knees felt incredibly heavy, and I sank to the ground in despair.
If, if this world is not the world where ‘no one is lost’ that I hoped for…
Then what was the point of creating this infinite loop world…
“Hey, do you hate me?”
The girl walked down from the throne and came before me, who was kneeling on the ground. She cupped my cheeks with both hands.
Same appearance, same soul, same spirit.
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“I am not the ‘Xun’er’ you expected. You must be very disappointed, very sad, very angry, right?”
There was a hint of crazy laughter in her eyes.
“Hey, hey, you can ‘kill’ me too.”
“This world was created by you. If there’s anything you don’t like, just change it. You are the god of this world.”
I… god.
“Your wife number two, the Akasha Record Keeper who manages the soul and memory archives, is there. You will definitely be able to find ‘Xun’er’s’ memories.”
That’s right, Jiuyuan is still here. She can definitely find Xun’er’s memories.
“And then you can turn me into ‘Xun’er’.”
Kaoru Tsukiyose spoke my thoughts aloud.
“When you lost Zi’ai An, you inherited Zihua’s possessiveness and made up your mind.”
Yes, that’s right. I don’t want to lose anyone anymore.
Never again.
“A greedy demon once said that if you don’t want to lose someone, you want to obtain everything.”
It’s impossible to have one missing.
“It was precisely to satisfy the ugly possessiveness that surged within you that you chose to create a new world.”
With this selfish thought, I proposed to Ling to copy a new world, and then merge the two worlds by plundering Destiny Power. Such an absurd approach.
But did I really grasp everything?
No.
I ‘lost’ Yu Hui, and then I lost Xun’er.
“Do you regret it?”
Without a moment’s hesitation, I looked up and took Kaoru Tsukiyose’s hand.
I said I wouldn’t regret it anymore. If I lose something, I’ll take it back. I’ll try my best and keep trying, no matter how many times I try, I will still possess everything.
“I won’t ‘kill’ you. I will find another way to bring Xun’er back to my side.”
“Oh? Do you have a way?”
“Not now, but I will.
There will always be a way.
“Heh… you’ve lived for billions of years and you’re still so inflexible. You’re truly a fool, forging ahead even when you know the path is wrong.”
“Just call me an idiot.”
“You truly are an idiot.”
Perhaps even more so than Li Nai.
But this is who I am, Juncheng An.
The girl shook her head as if she had no other choice.
“You’re hopeless… Heh, that’s enough joking.”
“Joking? You…”
The girl stood up and said with a teasing expression.
“I am indeed not Kaoru Tsukiyose, I am just borrowing this body. This body is very suitable as a vessel. Perhaps similar existences have received it in the past.”
Similar existences, you mean.
“Do you know what destiny is?”
“A kind of rule.”
“Then who do you think wrote the rule of destiny?”
“…The wo… no, wait…”
Destiny and the world were born at the same time.
If anything, the world did not create destiny. Destiny belongs to the world but was not born from the world.
“It was me.”
“Me?”
“[The Law of Destiny], is the [program] I wrote.”
