Chapter 13: Perfect, Imperfect, Pure, False – Part Two
“Perfection doesn’t require imperfection? Is that so? Do you think that scar is an imperfection?”
I didn’t voice my specific reasons, but she had already read my thoughts.
“Even though you’ve read my thoughts, I don’t quite understand why you think it’s an imperfection.”
“There’s no ‘why,’ is there? It looks like an eyesore, right? Like a ‘stain’ or a ‘gap.’ No one wants an imperfect part of their body.”
It’s like how young people don’t want pimples on their faces, and middle-aged people don’t want wrinkles – the pursuit of perfection requires imperfect parts.
A scar is clearly something that opposes perfection.
“So, you’re saying you don’t like that scar? But it’s still the part that left the deepest impression on you. Humans are truly contradictory beings.”
“No, I didn’t say I didn’t like it… that scar is beautiful.
Although I told Yu Hui it would be best to erase the scar, I’ve always felt that Yu Hui’s back became even more beautiful with that scar.
Perhaps that’s a kind of imperfect beauty.
Xue understands this better than I do, but I, who previously couldn’t understand it at all, can now understand her feelings.
Beyond that, others too, I’ve gradually come to understand why Lan is obsessed with following me, why Lianbing wants my corpse, and why Lily wants me to treat her roughly…
Although the world calls them perverts and they seem abnormal, even a little insane, I’ve gradually come to understand them.
Previously, I accepted them without understanding, but now I truly understand their perspectives and accept them.
“If you think it’s beautiful, you can add it in.”
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“Can I?”
“It’s fine, I’m not fixated on perfection.”
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It’s strange for the world to say that.
Because the world itself should be perfect, pure, and without flaws.
“Besides, things that are too perfect look rather unreal.”
“Oh…”
I once read a sentence in a book that said, “A grandmother without wrinkles looks frightening.” Sometimes, wrinkles or scars aren’t entirely ugly; they serve to compensate.
Humans are like apples bitten by God. Perhaps because humanity itself isn’t perfect, we pursue perfection. But because we weren’t perfect from the start, we feel a sense of fantasy in our flaws, a sense of reshaping our minds.
“Not all emotions need to be expressed. Sometimes a tragic imperfection moves people more than a happy ending. A perfect life is actually the least exciting one, isn’t it?”
“You’re suddenly saying such philosophical things.”
“When I say it, it’s the truth.”
“So, truth is such a casual thing.”
However, I can indeed understand that feeling.
It’s like looking at flowers through mist or the moon through water; the haziness can evoke endless imagination.
To give a more relatable example, it’s garters!
Between the short skirt and the stocking, the area of absolute territory connecting the inside and the outside with garters… it’s like a rope leading to a mysterious realm that’s utterly captivating!
“Are you thinking lewd thoughts right now?”
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“That’s a man’s romance.”
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“Since that’s the case, wouldn’t it be a shame not to add it now?”
But since she said so, it would indeed be a bit of a shame not to add it.
Moreover, the current Yu Hui no longer has that scar; she is as I remember her from my memories. Being able to recreate it here would fill a regret.
Like adding the final stroke, a dragon’s eye, the new image was completely finished with the addition of that large, diagonal scar on the back of the new body.
“There’s still one more person you haven’t mentioned.”
“Oh, you mean Saint…”
“Could it be that because you haven’t ‘consumed’ that child yet, you have no impression of her? As expected, the bodies you’ve personally played with leave a deeper impression than those you haven’t thoroughly understood.”
“Even you are telling dirty jokes. I’m starting to despair about this world… It’s nothing like that at all.”
I put one hand on my hip and scratched my head with the other, speaking a bit bashfully.
“However, you’re right about one thing. I indeed don’t understand her enough… It’s not that there aren’t parts that left a deep impression, but regarding Saint, my impression goes deeper for other aspects than her body.”
“Other aspects?”
“Yes, the light.
I’m not referring to the light that shone so brightly it blinded me, but the light that gently illuminated her entire body in the darkness.
It was as if she had been blessed by God; her pure and flawless appearance was something I could never forget.
“Light, huh? Hehehe. If I am God, then such radiance is fitting.”
“You truly are God.”
“Then perhaps you should add that to me as well.”
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“Indeed.”
It’s true that adding some special effects would make it feel more complete.
Like coloring a painting, a faint glow appeared around her.
Hmm, in that case, these black hairs don’t suit her very well, nor do they fit the current background. Let’s change them to white.
The hairstyle remained Xuan’er’s, but the hair that reached her waist instantly turned pure white.
“There. Hehehe. Then this will be my appearance. Juncheng An, I thank you. Juncheng An?”
I was stunned.
And then I couldn’t help but exclaim in admiration.
“Ohhh…”
A masterpiece.
Astonishing.
A work of art? It’s priceless.
The pinnacle of countless beautiful girls appeared before me at this moment.
Regardless of personal preference, anyone would see it this way. Even those with peculiar tastes, like lolicons or homosexuals, would consider this the most perfect image.
The scar on her back represented imperfection, yet it blended perfectly with her inherent beauty, elevating the sense of perfection.
I was profoundly moved.
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Because I created it with my own hands.
“I really didn’t expect the effect to be so good.
The most remarkable thing is the natural feel.
It was as if she was ‘born to look this way.’
“Speaking of which, I didn’t specifically tell you to mold a ‘woman,’ but you defaulted to a woman. You…”
Damn, that’s true. I didn’t specify a gender.
“Heh heh, it’s a reflexive impulse to create a perfect woman. You really are an excessive man.”
“…Accidentally…”
Perhaps because she had previously used Xuan’er’s body, I accidentally assumed she was a girl.
“But seriously, what am I doing here…
Creating an image of a perfect girl in my own dream is a bit peculiar.”
“It’s a shame only I can see it…”
“You won’t.”
“But this is my Spiritual World…”
“That’s enough.”
“I am a world without form, I only gained a soul. But at this very moment, I have gained a new image, this ‘vessel’ that I shaped with my own hands…
I have an ominous premonition.
A very terrible feeling.
A sense of impending danger.
“I have to thank… Now I am ‘complete’.”
Although I didn’t understand what had happened or what was about to happen, I knew now…
I had been deceived.
