Chapter 114 Kill x Love Part One
“Hypocritical? Isn’t it emptiness?”
“The emptiness after obtaining it?”
Humans have an instinct for conquest, a drive stemming from the primal desire for possession. However, there are many times when we cannot obtain what we want. Desires become thoughts, and these thoughts, polished by time, turn into obsessions. These obsessions live on in memory and fantasy, where longing infinitely idealizes them.
It’s like playing a card game mobile game where you desperately want a certain card. You spend money, but after getting it, the joy isn’t as great as you expected, only a strange sense of relief.
Perhaps it’s not the inherent value of the item itself, but the way our eyes shine in the process of wanting it.
“That’s not the case, because becoming human was just the process of finding the answer to ‘What am I?'”
“Then did you find the answer?”
Chunyu Huan, the most beautiful girl in the world, tilted her head slightly, looking up at a blank space, her eyes revealing deep confusion.
“It seems not.”
After all, “Who am I, where do I come from, and where am I going?” are the three ultimate questions of philosophy.
Even with all of humanity’s wisdom, there are still no answers.
The girl hugged herself, drawing her shoulders in, as if she were cold.
With a thought, I conjured a blanket and draped it over her.
This was originally supposed to be my spiritual space, but because I became the world, the nature of this place has changed.
It’s closer to the “Root” I’ve reached before.
I am the god here, the creator, capable of manifesting anything I desire.
“Thank you—but I’m not cold.”
I shrugged and conjured a maid outfit and a pair of suspender stockings for her.
“Whether you’re cold or not, put on some clothes. Shame is proof of being human.”
She glanced at the maid outfit, then looked up at my face and asked.
“Is this your hobby?”
“You could say that.”
She didn’t say anything more, took the maid outfit, and put it on.
And so, a scene unfolded before my eyes: a beautiful girl dressing up, especially when putting on the suspender stockings, it was a pleasure to behold.
The size was, of course, perfect. Thanks to my omniscient ability, I could instantly obtain the desired data.
Her measurements were apparent at a glance.
…How hypocritical.
“Are you saying humans are hypocritical?”
“No, I’m talking about myself.”
Why do I feel hypocritical?
[Answer: The individual Chunyu Huan believes she is not human.]
Even though she appears human, she is not human herself, but a ‘something else’ wearing a human skin.
She seemed to think so.
“I don’t think you need to think so much about it.”
“You’ve already read my thoughts? The positions have been reversed.”
“Do you regret it?”
“No regrets. At least now I am ‘me,’ my pure self, not the world.”
“Yes, there’s no need to be fixated on being human. At least now you are yourself.”
But I…
I’ve had a very strange feeling since earlier.
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Although my eyes were open and looking forward, I felt like I wasn’t looking at what was in front of me.
It was somewhere between reality and illusion, like entering a game world with a full dive helmet.
This feeling started earlier and has been getting worse.
I felt my vision in front of me shaking.
No, it was splitting.
As if my astigmatism was worsening, my vision became a double image.
“This…”
I covered my eyes, but the image remained.
My original perspective became one “window” in the center, with other windows surrounding it.
Although it looked like tiled windows on a computer, it was very awkward for a person’s vision to be like this.
I had trouble judging my distance and stumbled, foolishly tripping over my own feet and falling.
“What’s wrong?”
“I saw so many… scenes.”
In some scenes, Xinran appeared; in others, Keling appeared. Some were in the desert, some at home… countless parallel scenes.
“I haven’t seen anything like that, but I think what you’re seeing should be ‘Juncheng An from other worlds’.”
“Me from other worlds…”
Indeed, these scenes felt somewhat familiar, overlapping with a past memory.
“Worlds naturally exist inparallel, and you’ve just extracted one of them to create a looped world.”
So, this is the world of ‘what if’, is it?
[Answer: Observing other worldlines.]
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“Now that you’ve inherited the world and ascended to a higher dimension, you can objectively view your other ‘selves’.”
The answer I received confirms this. It seems the windows I’m seeing are indeed the scenes seen by my other selves in other worlds.
I can’t control these ‘selves,’ but I have a feeling that I could erase them if I wanted to.
Becoming the world means becoming the only one.
But a world with a self is an anomaly in itself.
And among the countless parallel worlds, only one window is completely white, and that is the one in front of me.
It seems my spiritual world has also materialized into a world.
To put it more precisely, the world being transmitted into my body by the girl named Chunyu Huan is this already merged part.
So, it’s now a state of the big world containing the small world.
To put it bluntly, it’s like I, a newborn, am inside Zero’s body.
Uh, that sounds a bit strange…
But none of that is the most important thing. What’s important is that I’m feeling discomfort right now.
It feels like my body is encased in a plastic sheath.
I feel infinitely restricted.
Bound.
It’s difficult to extend my limbs freely.
I know what this is about.
If I’m inside Zero’s body, then I’m undoubtedly inside her womb.
And now, this ‘newborn’ of mine has grown to the point where it can no longer stay in its mother’s womb.
This must be the phenomenon of “compensating for deficiency by taking from what is in excess.”
“Hey, aren’t you just shirking responsibility? The problem itself hasn’t been solved yet.”
“It hasn’t been solved yet, but there’s a way to solve it. The moment I packed the world and gave it to you, this world’s destiny began to extend forward again!” i SF Shu J \ Shuo
What?
Oh.
I see.
I instantly got the answer.
However, she continued to coax me, saying.
“Think about why the original world met its end.”
The original world, after I completed “Four Calamities,” gathered nine destinies in another form. The vast Destiny Power transformed and sublimated me into a world, thus ending the world.
Regardless of the process.
The final result was that ‘I became the world.’
The course of destiny…has been corrected!
After going in a big circle, I’ve returned to that interrupted point!
“But you’re still not in a complete state, because I myself am not complete.”
“To continue extending, we need to recover the ‘lost world fragments’.”
Actually, I already knew this without her explanation.
But the key is that the world fragments are Lou Ling and Lou Yi. How do I retrieve the fragments?
[Answer: Kill the individual named ‘Lou Ling’.]
I instantly obtained the method.
And the reality I have to face.
