Chapter 114: Kill x Love, Part Two
To think that she would be handed over, a woman who was like a wife to me…
Killing my wife to achieve enlightenment, was it?
Ridiculous. I, who always wanted to protect the women around me, even willing to sacrifice myself for them, ultimately faced this choice…
“I thought, with your personality, you would definitely rage and say something like ‘my fate is determined by me, not by heaven,’ and then foolishly take a roundabout path with that stubborn, head-in-the-wall attitude.”
No, I’m still pondering it even now.
But there are no other answers.
This is the only solution.
It’s not a quadratic equation; how could there be two answers?
How could there be a convenient setting like, ‘If this doesn’t work, let’s try that’?
Reality is a one-way street with no choice.
Indeed, if it were my past self, I would definitely have chosen another way, a third path, a way that would end perfectly.
But this time, there is no room for that.
Moreover, those past actions only ‘delayed’ the reality that was to be faced.
It would turn out this way sooner or later. My actions didn’t create a new path; they just deviated the original one.
No matter how it deviates, it all leads to the same destination.
And now is that juncture.
“Then, I’ll leave all the problems to you. I’m leaving.”
The girl in the maid outfit brushed her front hair and suddenly said goodbye.
I reflexively asked,
“Huan’er, where are you going?”
“Huan’er, oh, you call me so intimately, and we only met today.”
“No matter what, I’m your first man, so calling you Huan’er shouldn’t be too much, besides, your body and name were both… by me.”
“Of course, you regard me as one of your harem members? Men with excessive possessiveness are disgusting.”
“I’m not restricting your freedom; I just want to ask where you’re going.”
“Anywhere. Hmm, I guess you could call it a trip to find myself. This little brat…”
“You’ve turned into a philosophical girl.”
“Either the body or the soul is always on a journey. The former me had no body, but now that I have this body created by you, I can walk in this world.”
“Although I only met you today, I suddenly don’t want to let you go.”
“When a daughter grows up, you have to let her go.”
“It’s one thing to call yourself my daughter, but you’ve grown up in an instant. This daughter is quite cheap.”
“Speaking of which, you’re the one who pushed me down, and you weren’t doing it for my pleasure. It was for you to achieve your own goals, right?”
“But you enjoyed it too, so we’re even.”
“You speak like it was purely a physical transaction.”
“It was a physical transaction to begin with. I don’t have any special feelings for you, and there was no love involved in what happened just now.”
“You even know what love is?”
“The soul I obtained contains desire and emotion. Without these, none of this would exist now.”
“I see.”
In the same world, she is the complete opposite of Lou Yi. Lou Yi has no emotions and cannot understand what emotions are.
“If I said I wanted you to stay by my side, would you stay?”
She didn’t reply but smiled wordlessly. Her narrowed eyes held a different meaning.
“Haven’t you become the world? You must have gotten the answer the moment you questioned it.”
“I want to hear you say it yourself.”
“Hehehehe…”
A laugh rang out, that smile exactly like Lianbing’s beautiful and graceful figure came before me.
She leaned close to my ear, but instead of speaking, she blew a breath.
Unclasped the suspenders of her garter belt.
Then, the second round began.
The answer had been there from the beginning.
—As long as you are on a journey, there will always be a day when you meet again….
A spring dream with no trace.
“Ugh…”
I woke up.
Before my eyes was an unfamiliar ceiling.
Where was I before coming to Dream Town World? [Light Novel]
Oh, right, I was in the middle of having a grand union of life with Xuan’er…
“Juncheng! You’re finally awake!”
“Juncheng is awake?”
Xuan’er and Lan were by my side. Xuan’er, with teary eyes, rushed towards me.
“…Where is this?”
“It’s a hospital under the Eden faction. We heard you suddenly fainted while you were… um… with Little Xuan’er. Then Little Xuan’er immediately contacted us, and we brought you to this hospital.”
“Oh, so that’s what happened. How long was I unconscious?”
“Three days.”
It had been three days already.
After Huan’er left, I didn’t leave immediately. I still needed to adapt to inheriting the other parts of the world.
I tried clasping my hands together and then separating them, repeating the movement a few times.
Hmm, controlling my body is not difficult. There should be no problem for now.
At this moment, Lan, peeling an apple, looked at me with a complicated expression and said,
“I say, Juncheng, you’re not really… that, are you?”
“Hmm? That what?…”
And then, I instantly understood what Lan was thinking, which made me somewhat speechless.
“It’s that… You don’t need to be embarrassed. You’ve been rejecting us all along, and I thought it was to help us maintain our maidenly dignity, but was it actually because your body had problems? Don’t worry, even if you really have kidney deficiency or impotence, we… at least I won’t dislike you!”
Seeing Xuan’er clench her small fists with an attitude of “I’ll support you,” I felt a little drained.
“What are you talking about…”
“What kind of relationship do we have? You don’t need to feel shy, Juncheng. I’ll find a way to help you regain your strength later. And even if there’s really no way, don’t you still have your hands and mouth? It’s a bit of a shame that we can only get pregnant through artificial means though…”
Looking at Lan’s slightly troubled expression, I clutched my head and shouted,
“That’s not it! I’m not impotent!”
Lan’s eyes widened, and she blinked.
“Eh? You’re not? But Xuan’er told me that you suddenly convulsed right after entering, the whole world became mundane, and you fainted.”
“That was because of something else!”
“Really!”
Xuan’er patted her chest and let out a long sigh.
“Phew, thank goodness. I thought you had overindulged and were suffering from kidney deficiency and impotence. If you really got sexual dysfunction like this, I’m sure the other women would tear me apart.”
I rolled my eyes and said,
“Let’s end this topic. My body is fine.”
It’s me who is a bit confused: where did Huan’er go?
She must have left through my body. She probably left at night when no one was around.
Did Xuan’er see her? Perhaps the surveillance cameras caught something.
Goodbye.
Lan, seeing my thoughtful expression, raised the fruit knife in her hand and asked suspiciously,
“Wait a moment, Juncheng! Are you hiding something?”
“Uh, I say, could you put the knife down first… You really look like you’ve blacked out when you’re holding a knife.”
“You must be hiding something!”
“What could I be hiding…”
“I can’t be wrong! With my understanding of you, Juncheng, from your gaze, small movements, and micro-expressions just now, I can tell you must be holding something back!”
Wow, this is bad. Has it evolved to this extent?
It was one thing when my lies were seen through instantly before, but now she can even grasp my inner thoughts.
Even I, who gained omniscience after becoming the world, can’t read micro-expressions, although I can read minds directly.
“Could it be that you’re too proud, Juncheng, and even though your body has problems, you’re pretending to be fine? That won’t do, you know!”
“Xuan’er is right, you’re hiding a physical problem!”
“So I’m telling you, it’s not!”
“Then what is it?”
Honestly, I don’t really want to talk about Huan’er. It’s not that I’m afraid of the kitchen knife. At this point, Lan and the others no longer blame me for the harem situation.
But the key is, talking about her means talking about me becoming the world. If Lan finds out about this, she’ll remember… that memory from Ero Island. [Light Novel]
And it’s unforgettable… the despair of being abandoned by me.
I don’t want Lan to fall into panic because of this.
Moreover, I also feel a sense of guilt about that incident, even though strictly speaking, it wasn’t me who did it.
“See, you’re not talking, there’s definitely something going on!”
“Uh? No, it’s really not that problem…”
“Then let’s prove it. Xuan’er, let’s start the party! Hoohoohoo~”
“Okay~~”
“What? Prove it? Wait, stop messing around, this is a hospital room!”
“It is a hospital room, hoohoohoo. Then maybe a nurse outfit is better? Or do you prefer the image of a female doctor wearing a white coat and glasses, Juncheng?”
“Who told you we’re cosplaying?!”
Right, nurse, that reminds me.
There’s a nurse call button in the single room. As long as I call someone else with it, they won’t be able to mess around anymore.
So I quickly reached out and pressed the nurse call button by the bed.
Hearing the bell, both Xuan’er and Lan cried out simultaneously.
“Ah!” x2
“That’s so mean!”
“Who asked you to attack me, a patient… Ah! Nurse,…”
The door opened, and a nurse came in.
But it was a fake nurse.
Black-skinned Lily was wearing a modified, pure white nurse outfit.
Tight, sunken, bulging.
Black and white contrasted each other. A demon wearing pure white, a nurse outfit symbolizing healing, the contrast was terrible.
“I’ve also brought the clothes you wanted, and some other little toys.”
“Good job. I’ll award you with the first taste test.”
Lan stroked Lily Black’s head. Lily Black was still sticking out her tongue, her devil tail wagging.
What has happened these past three days?
“Hoohoohoo; Juncheng, you’re still too young. The night watch is about to begin?”
Lan, are you a devil?
